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me

idea to call me wh

d we went to live in Sicily, Italy. The house was located by the sea. It was beautiful, there were vineyards, lots of workers, because Lucas was a great wine maker. I remember that I loved walking in the fields, talking with the workers and picking the grapes directly from the plants and eating them. It was divine! Little did I know that all this beauty was actually there to hide the darkness in Lucas' heart. He started by making little remarks about how I talked too much wi

reathed a sigh of relief b

ith Luna. She gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, Vicente must

band got up, but I felt

ends with those workers and the next

en I got up and went to take a shower. When I came back, Lucas was waiting

know what came over me. I'm a

nt from the table and

mise you this will ne

uch. >> Lucas smiled at me, a warm smile.

y descent into hell. I was brought back to the prese

ming or what? Move on w

ortunity has turned into a butterfly that can fly on its own. I am no longer a poor, fragile and defenseless thing, today I know how to give back with my fists when words are not eno

my brother is a former military man who gave up everything to open this close protection company. I learned to shoot, to hit, my body has changed a lot since I joined this company and I am quite proud of it. If you had seen me two years ago you would understand why. I have been beaten so badly that my body is

ately I couldn't attend her birth because Lucas wouldn't let me in, so I make up for a

you doing? s

you. >> I say as I go to place

ight again! >> She

say, pretending I

lk. >> I run in the direction of

pe Nicolas is wa

forever, she yells at me through t

not a strap-on. I know I've been neglecting myself a lot lately, but at the same time why would I pay attention to myself? It's not like I'm trying to

who's here! It'

aying attention to myself, since I came back to New York. I stopped dressing up, I stopped doing all those fancy hairstyles, basically I just

favorite jerks! I said, pre

e weather this morning Fred? They said something about a stor

ou laugh? You know, getting fuc

. The elevator opens and I get

are dating. Not that I'm homophobic by any means, but when on days like this one of them chooses to piss me off I have to defend

g their asses kicked by? I ra

really want

ep it to yourself. I

et up on the table. After a glare from hi

led me after giving me a vacat

would have done it i

go ahead and

n. I hate it when he does that. It intimidates me, and God only knows that for a while now not ma

oing to decide to

really hesitant to put you

s this a

eceiving threatening letters recently and is