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n, it washes down the negative energy and rancor I felt for

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nique, by just demanding what you need

g the device to unpaused the music, when my ey

ble tiny human hair that wasn't pla

f memories from my

ies girls, one of which is named C

. Only I have bad news for her. O

h means, when he claims to be in love wit

yes, I suppr

. But the problem is, I don't

who's floating on cloud nine had claimed a

of course, she wouldn't imagine what it feels like to b

n a pajama instead of the sexy off-the-shoulder dress I had planned. I

ked a little as it ha

nd took the only offer

mother earth is committed. As I can tell, she sure reaps bribes f

iped blue cotton loungewear, a funny slippe

and waves of laughter com

is how it

obile phone, scroll to Tik

es and went live with my seven hun

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that I do, I guess you wouldn't even k

se. I have to spend the summer far from the city. You know I have a lot of things in mind, shopping for starte

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I was in the

yes, the mounta

sted a bi

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," I tell the screen and swipe to the back c

.." Christian nervous

ite side of the table, shoot

ive wit

llowers to survive through the t

he table, completely ignoring my presence as he focuses on his phone. Unbelievable, si

to everyone!" I

asonable, knowing I have a whole tr

holiday." She sweetly said, in that polite ma

nt hunger needs to devour it right now." I tell in my live video while showing them the view of

Claire and Leigh decided t

e? She s

ll and my true expressio

out he is a great student, he picked up so well. Now you can ca

t. What else did he s

o where their

ere touching at t

ess pe

. But of course, he should. Wasn't tha

ilith pat my

ut of my jeal

d night to the live video and call it a day

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he finally br

's

y and reserve, she fits so

ation, any sign. And for the fir

dn't help bringing her home af

s enough evid

, I suspend th

stitutions by login into Instagr

h Bo

f Leigh Bo

he verifie

seven Princeton football uniform and shiny helmet

on followers, even more, famous th

and sixty-two peop

let

that defeat isn't the end, and persistence doesn't

heart jerking like an almost

see are his teammates, match

hat seems like thre

dresses, neat fancy suits

h people. More precisely, she was looping his m

have. He must have moved on and

gr

e smiled from ac

in no way close to my heart,

ple on the tabl

comfortable, but

omehow manage to recover some ce

u been? We've been expecting you, but you never show at the backyar

a weakness. There is no

starts: "Ava, sometimes st

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hy

" I implore

she picked her phone and swi

on pops up o

ee?" I asked m

er lip curl up with distaste. Annoyed,

I wa

Isn't it a slut?"

lashing Christian an

rt eating?" I ask

en her mouth. "Ava, I'm so sorry." She appeared worried, but the significance of

it clear to

ial isn't among my list" I st

might be, no one beli

od on you." She

ht bi

me weak anymore, not her l

s to bring up a conversation with the boys whil

ntinue. "I am an influence, not some phony individual who tries so had to leave behind who they are." That

poop dancer who makes a total idiot

s my target, but my dear stepsister had

se, then I know exactly where you fit in... You wanna know?" I sc

en, she fumed

a bitch y

mom and Christian with a blank expression. "Did I Leigh? dud

and avoided

ito

he said. 'I can't live without' he said

ere w

va

dip scum. Where her mind is going is really dark. She's having problems. People will think

started yet. And I so badly want to throw up and call the dinner over as s

potions just like in fairytales." I smiled at the two nutters opposite me. "Aren't you living one Leigh?"

boy s

say." Mom pressured, her

If only she didn't, I might sti

glare, I heard his confu

s his eyes flic

wa

s her brother while I intentionally shove the chair to the extent it could have

he fridge... Ice cream even.

ou deny yourself to feel the inevitable emotion and reserve it for another d

ybe if I accept my pain and live i

the stupidest and

Nelson before

y, before crying

*

ook a quick shower

and pull my hair into a ponytail, remaining mak

able time I've marked

r, I've given my life to wha

ed, but I know anytime I hit the boxing bag or ran an hour on the treadmill, I remember reachi

ith everything in

w through my veins just as the sour ta

unching bag

egas- punch. Pain- punch. Growing up- Punch. Life- punch. Exp

ou're going to hurt your knuckles and

t is, so I didn't ca

it." Hitting your s

stop, I

Vegas- punch. Pain- punch. Growing up- Punch. Life- punch. E

xt round, I was pull

ain balance, then grab my both bare arms in his hands, i

memory. Leaving me the essence, and depth of his scent, that

was mint, spice, and trouble, packed in all one resounding smell that was s

ks that lingered to blend the wilderness in summer. They were luring, brightened with the clue of stren

ns, but he did

n caressing my bare arms. All my nerves concentrated there. I felt

s in, bringing his warm an

ntly immob

He asked, his lips kis

and life in his proximity, and open m

ally ha

ealized I didn

ut will slow us down." A voice came up, a voice that recognizes th

is, blinked as they adjusted. Then he

two dicks." I exhaled and tu

in- punch. Growing up- Punch. Life- punch. Expectations- punch. Lies- punch.