Just Another Fling

8+ - Rape

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ah that's what I do when I am nervous and confused and messed up in my brain. And I was fucking messed up. I couldn't get Jake's words out

e guts to say that to me... I don't know why I was feeling this way. Because if some random person would've asked me to have sex with them. I w

could he say that? I can't explain what I was feeling and it was

hat I was messed up on my way back home. Because she was knocking. Usually she

ed up. She came in with some snacks and lemon juice. Too weird of her. Because she never did that before. Making my favorit

She tried to cool the environment by moc

Are you having your phase again? Is it because

lly feel like talking so-" she cut me in between

g about my past. And then I realized that I really am in a mess because the last time I was like this was when my girlfriend Sasha, who cheated on me and left with the other guy in fron

ing way to cute now. Do I look like

he was cut in between wh

ou were feeling low." she said again

alone.. but Max is my go to friend. He is caring, and honest the kind I like to keep besides me. I ne

okay?" He aske

. And I couldn't find you when life

o do that. But I'm sorry I left you alone. Who was it?

feel this empty feeling inside of me, that

asked if I was okay to share. And

" and I told about Jake to hi

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decide as he was looking at my lips and coming closer but then went towar

I saw anger and frustration or lust to be more precise in his eyes. Maybe it was the first time someone rejected him. Or because whatever reason I don't want to

just standing there like a dead body. My eyes were on his pink lips. He slowly pushed his dark brown hair back giving a full view of his green colored eyes. They look nas

n starting kissing my neck like I was his favorite food. And it was driving me crazy. I tried to push him back but I felt powerless with his kisses. My arms got weak as I wasn't able to push him anymore. I

arted kissing my collarbone and chest. He would roll his tongue on them, like he knew what he was doing. It felt good but disgusti

e started pressing it with his hands really tightly but not hurting me. I could feel myself getting hard and I was embarrassed that he knew I was turned on. I could feel my

my neck and touched his skin. I started to push him again wiping my tears. He heard my teary voice and moved a step back.

ldn't help my tears. I was not able to stop them. But I quickly wiped them away. And pushed him while walking past him. I was not able to realize what he has

myself to look at her naked. I loved her but I didn't wanted to have sex with her. It's not that she was not Beautiful. She was gorgeous. Her figure would turn on even saints but not me. I didn't care at that time. But now that I

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earlier. I should literally break his dick so he would never be

." I started tearing up again. He looked at me w

m here Andrew. Tell me." See?

rying to let him do what he wants. I've never felt this way. Even with Sasha. And I don't know what to do anymore with myself." I cried out

hought I loved Sasha. But I was never turned on by her. Just by

lly cared for you at some point in your life. So you thought you loved her. But it's okay if you feel like this. The problem is this guy who made you feel this way. If it was any other guy I wouldn't hav

eeling of being used as I was torn in between having sex with him and pushing him

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ted pushing me. I felt this huge amount of rage inside of me. I wanted him to be mine. I wanted to have him all, suddenly I can't explain what I was feeling. I heard the devil roar inside of me so I used all my strength and found me pushing him towards the wall. I was so busy eating him that I couldn't hear

s abusing him for my hunger. He slapped me and looked me in the eyes, he was broken. He really was. And I felt shit for making him feel this way.

port or else I was going to fall or maybe collapse. I wanted to delete the memories of me assaulting him. But I was pretty much sure he wanted to let me have my way with him. Thinking this won't even calm the thunder growing inside me. How can I be so reckless. How can I act

to me. Should I go stop him? Should I say sorry? I probably should. But should I care for hurting him? He is just any other guy I could fuck randomly. But he didn't give me his consent. I was in the wrong. I

the ground but soon she held onto me. I was so pathetic that it even shook Beck. She was so shocked at my state. I didn't know what happened to me an

fallen for