Just Another Fling

DR

o put his feelings into words. I was so broken when I saw him apologizing but I co

than this. He said sorry, and started crying. I never thought a guy like him would cry. He was crying for me. He hugged

ront of him. And he just blurted out, that he's going out of my life. I wanted this to

ain, this time I didn't bother pushing him back. I was fe

couldn't see a huge wall in front of him. He collapsed. Do I hav

othing sort of came out. Now the deal was to pick this huge guy up from the

something one would

o pull. So I dragged him like a

o something which was near my bed." I said clearly

wly putting him on the bed. And now this mother fucker

aid, slowly op

you are awake." i

e said, smiling. No

d at all." I sai

he made a frowning face. I

, it got dirty while I climbed up h

g his hands. I could see his nipples and his chest all scratched into so

towards my closet. By the time I turned he was there lying throwing his

s." He said lying on my be

n your wounds." I went inside the washroom and brought

you some sort of alien? Don't you feel pain?" I said,

n for you Andy." he said and stroke

sn't the right thing to do." i said p

lier, you got all worked up just by seeing these

, realizing that I'm really getting a

n my bed. I was really controlling myself, because I wanted to kiss him. He l

it gently, please

rry. I

e? Can you?" He sai

ing about." I said imitatin

bottom, below his belly button. Slowly guiding my hand to go

't able to move, perks of being drunk I guess. I pulled his upper body toward

w." He said, feeling pretty much comforta

a cold." I said helping him put on one of my t shirt. And s

. I said," pointing

d y

ep on tha

won't touch you." he said closin

ve you for sure." I s

on't face you. I don't want to sleep alone."

.. no

leeping alone in darkness." he said and I got surpris

on't get to touch me, or

wly went near him, he faced hi

ng. He hugged me, buried his face in my chest. Wra

ition of you not to

e said in a sleepy voice

sleep." I said in a low v

again." He said again, like

w." I hugged him more tigh

mine with him. He's never done anything but hurting me. Now looking at him, how he was even asking for forgiven

or not. I wanted to, and I almost did. But some part of me was really hurt. I guess

in my mind. Looking at him with love in my eyes. And soon it was morning. I got up a

t to the kitchen, cooked some breakfast and went upstairs ne

runk." I said,

nd. Trying to figure out where he was. He looked

ing you bumped right into that wall." I said pointing o

...

W

an you smile looking at me?" he said scratching his head

know what to say. So

but I am leaving sorry for troubling you. I woul

ie woke up. She blocked his way an

clearly telling her to sto

so? He

ut up J

ay! Bre

y, come on down

" Jessie said to Jake. He was all confused try

I'm gonna g

fter last night I don't think I can really hate you. So I guess you

started

no." Jessie said, trying to embar

while Jessie was pushi

how Jessie was, and also how Jake is. They are both horny people,

king at Jake who was looking somewhere, clearly

aid, pointing out at her food and then at

gh." I said to Jake i

rive?" Jessie said eating her f

I.." he start

to take it back. But it was so late I told him

." Jessie said in a sarcasti

'll find something else here too." She

your room? Don't you have a sc

suddenly stood up and ran after her, we were playing cat and mouse. Jake was l

lass of water a

hate him. I forgave him. I didn't hold any grudges around him. Maybe he

Jessie said in a creep

gonna go now, or else he'll eat me

he ran upstairs, i was at ease as she wasn't talking bout wh

He started to pick his wal

." I

d I can't see you anymore. I'm so

. So you don't have to vanish yourself from my life. And just.. for fucks

He asked, I could see his cheeks gettin

rally have forgiven you. So Jake you seriously don't have to go

again. So it would be better if I just let y

at he was thinking, what was going in his mind. He wasn't the type to date someone. I've never da

me too easily. I should be punished or whatever bad stuff you could do to me. Because I

nd I guess. I've seen you in pain, and I'm n

t..

enough that you didn't find pride while doing it. And I glad you didn't feel that way. B

t. I can't just look you in your e

to act, just....

you should be friends with. I should

s to be friends." I

hat do y

ttering. He eyes opened wide. He suddenly looked away from my eyes. I

e... no.. you are way too good for me. I can't understand what I'm feeling. I don't want to do something b

s a fool to ask him. How can I think of dating him. I've never had a boyfriend. But also I've

gain. I wanted him in my life so badly that I ruined it. I scared the shit out of the

n by he's too b