Fragile Heart

to experience it, ever again...I pick up my phone and quickly message Jamal, telling him it's over between us, I didn't want to

it hurts so much as I kept on wiping my teary eyes...I walk to the wine cellar and bring out a bottle of wine, I am not used to drinking, and

etrayal...if he wasn't interested in me, he could have just told me at least, that would've been better tha

g as I drink the wine, it was like my phone cou

d to me. My mind now feels like a forei

song only made me cry bitterly, I don't think I will ever be able to love again, No!... I won't love again because I've spent all of the love I have saved and I am not willing and r

was already broken..." how pathetic of me" I laughed mockingly at how stupid and naive I was....if only I knew, I won't have put all my eggs in a single basket, thinking it was the easiest way to carry all at once but it is too late, the deeds had been done and I am left to

iding on your rollercoaster" I murmure

time, it was four in the evening and wait!..." this can't be right?" I asked no one in particular, not believing my eyes ...the date was showing that it

th could not let me. I quickly rush to the bath, brushed, and clean up myself before coming back to the kitchen where I

and didn't hear him knock...I don't want to see him, not now nor ever, he disgusts

to work here anymore, all I want now is to leave this place, Texas, and go somewhere else, far away from here where I will never get to see Jamal again...staying here will no

ting on Ava, he has always loved her and will always...he has never and will never compromise his love for her, not even Clara can make him do otherwise. For

it, no he won't...he prefers to get it straight from her mouth, to hear her tell him it's over rather than believ

ce, but he didn't bother looking back at her, she irritate

was in town because he didn't text her and the only person that was aware was Clara... realization hits him hard, it was all part of her plan to separate him and A

him..."come on Bebe, don't act like you don't..." She tries to reach him b

being kind and caring?" She questions feeling angry by the way he pushed he

at her, feeling more and more disgusted at her, never did he know she

s she done for you? She's never let you touch her not even once apart from kissing ...you didn't even get a feel of her soft breast on your palms not for once in your three years of your relationship...and

..run your way behind her like a dog who is under a love spell but I bet you, the Ava I know will never take you back" *s

o talk about Ava in such a manner, she will never be Ava, the fact that he f**cks