Silently Falling

starting to get worried and not for them, it was the mere thought that I would be stu

o the school library. I heard my phone vibrate through my jean po

ng I had a doctor's appoint

okay before stashing my p

for lunch to roll up. And when it finally did, I packed my things a

er's voice a few metr

ing toward me all sweaty

ent," I simply sai

going to be any good n

that's a possibi

"have a bit of

ow, I hoped I wasn't diagnosed with such an illness a

t, it's just that

walking about knowing that any second you coul

est moment to pull up in front of us

e looking between us

y K

ready?" I ask

Asher," she said

but I could feel her gazing at me every once in a whi

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ests on you and s

doctor said- turning, lif

Dave said and mum followed him out of

that's something I can will

o live my life the way I wanted? What if I never get to go to college after all my hard work? Would I still be the person I am today? Those question

tests came back negative and we are worried that the illness has reached its high and there's nothing we could do," Dr.

keep doing the treatment anymore if there's

top your treatment," mum sa

ust a waste

r and I will do everything

get it, do you? I've lived for eight years with this thing and I can'

spoke, "you've been my patient for eight years and I

t being a fighter, it's about life an

her nose was a ruby red colo

t to g

and we left the hospit

gh it with a knife. I didn't want to say anything after that appointment a

eed to talk

othing to

and you know your brother will highly be against that," she said. "How will Asher feel when he find

I can talk him into trying to understand my decision," I spoke, "and for Asher, I d

d with it when you know you'll b

up with," I admitted. "But I am mo

ile and I assumed that

will be broken a

kno

in silence as I stared at the buildings that we passe

-we sat there in silence with no one making a move until

d and immediately I knew d

y," he shouted and I

tment go?" he asked

ame as

mum later appea

y like old times this Saturday," dad began, "you

chool," I said wit

ex

familiar but I thoug

am

it be?" he asked from behind me an

" I sighed clutching onto him

on then I might die from suffocation," he joked to which I r

ang with you guys and annoy my baby sis," he said

, we

re for a long time watching us and w

ng to tell you abou