I'm Not The Girl You Used To Know

chedule today actually ended at 12, but I kill

He flirted with me all the time. It was in his person

than weren't home, yet. I headed to the kitchen to grab some water. I jumped a little w

and smiled at me. I gave him a ti

. How was your firs

replied as I poured my

good", the

so early? Aren't you supposed to be at work?", I as

ctually. I got projects from companies and worked

here two days ago. How could

as my design and the best one I

r. After drinking the glass empty, I was

if everyone were gone during the day, I would just stay

closet to grabbed my clothes and toiletries the

ith strawberry fragrant. I messaged my head, the rou

air before I went out.I stepped out of the bathroom then realized that Brian was home and h

ped when he sa

rst day?", he asked. Why everyone

to myself. "Just fine", I gave

r dinner. Is that alright for you?",

I said and we

an hour until I heard a knock on my door. I groaned

ting the pizza. Do you want to

ause of all my replys to him since I got here. I decided not be

ust because I wanted to join the dinner didn't me

ting his pizza. He looked up when he saw me and Bria

, I poured myself a glass of orange juice then sat back to my seat to eat. Brian was telling us about his cas

actually. I should totally had Hailey try this. We both loved piz

he sink to wash it. I drank my whole juice and washed it as well

an called me when I was about t

asked rudely, to

sed at my voice but con

ework", I said, tu

l name loud enough to scare me. He on

nd put my arms against m

s going on with you", Brian

's go-", I said

nce you got here. You've been acting strange and you barely talk to me

ng strange. This is

Linda. And you're

iney little girl you knew anymore. I'm strong, independent wom

I just said. I bet Ethan was too

't be. You're just acting like that in fr

d tou, this is who I am now, like it or not and

k his head, disbelief.

im. "Because it's easier than feelin

, this is what about, huh

ays it's just

at me confused. "

there, not answering

", Brian asked, disbeli

the urge to cry. "Wow, you don't even remember",

ay was, how I hated the school but you didn't reply. I kept writing to you for almost a year, but still no news from you. After th

bout me. So, to ease the pain, I started to change. I didn't care about people's feelings anymore. I managed to find a friend who always the

it was so hard to write back. Trust me, I wanted to, but you had no idea what I had been through. I

happy again. And you said I didn't know what you had been through? I know, OK? But that's what

u had to change yourself into this person", he shouted.

I'm sorry to become such a major disappointment to you, but this, the ne

rew myself on the sheets and cried my eyes out. I hadn't been cr

tears. I closed my eyes then inhaled and exhale

athroom to wash my face and brushed

e bed. I set my Ipod and put the earbuds on to help