My Dreams, His Reality

ous to my existence, like you have be

lass. And, of course, my English class was at the ot

had never been late to class before and the thought somehow disturbed me, even

what, Ms. Wilson wasn't even there, and here I was, huffing,

up. When everyone realized that it was just me and not the teacher,

only seat available was the one in front of Harp

nal issues, I tell you. His beh

anitor's closet with. What was her name again, M

more of a

r girl's throat. She was sitting on his lap and was moaning his name between kisses. Just by looking, I was pretty

else think that this kind of behavior

girl hanging from his arm or clinging to

gus

he room, far away from this walking STD of a man child. Prefe

on the last seat available, in front

could hear every

It was way past b

the universe p

my earphones and blared some music, loud enoug

ere blouse ruffled, her buttons undone and her hair sticking in a million different directions. Is the

our books to page 320 and tried to smooth out

es at the imma

gs and shoved my phon

ss

nd I turned around to look at Harper, who w

?" I

u have

arguing. Of course! What more did I expect from him?! I

utes, his breath fa

ed, without t

e the infamous smirk on his face,

me? Right in the middle of class? And just after I

eep this conversation as short as possible, if you co

e classroom where Ms. Wilson was just droning

ss

nore

ss

ignor

ignored him and copied whatever I

sst." Tap. "Pss

o keep my voice low enough so I won't attrac

es twinkled mischievously. "Not my faul

am ignoring you because I don't want

ous to my existence, like you have be

my attention now. I am

ing forwards and wasn't looking back at him. I rol

ick up line ever. Second, I am not

fted and he looked an

deflate your ego, you man whore? Awww. I

thing, which I was sure wouldn't have been pre

I gathered my stuff and practi

*

f any school day? The bell ring

some stupid rock song about gaining my freedom all the way from my last class to my locker. That was w

antha and Natalie waiting for me at

e really pretty and really tall. While Natalie had a wild personality, Samantha was the mother hen of our group

ere these two du

ing about? Why were the

ched my best friends with narrowed eyes and the best intimidating expre

nie went crazy on me during lunch?" I

" They shrugge

both of my arms and started speaking excitedly about some

school night?

ryone's going to be there. Like everyone." Nata

shut. The three of us started walking toward

cial about thi

eenth birthday." Natalie to

so special

thday! He could find his ma- oof" Samantha cut off

m both sus

e you goi

nervously and Nat

be the day when our school may

die and make the world a

find someone tomorrow, and I don't know, maybe,

laughed. Hard. I had trouble breathing but

think that tomorrow he is going to wake up a different p

ked at each o

a dark blue BMW. Yup, that was my car, when m

look a

Cain who was, yet again, making out with a different girl while leaning on his car

t with some other girl in the English classroom. And here he is making out with some other

. um, player. We are not d

I am just saying, maybe some

already made out with every single girl in the s

, you know, that he could chang

just being

nger seat, "the day he changes, I will sleep with him myself

weird eye contact with each other, wave

d and laughed

is ways? I could laugh