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atter
om the
s perfect. I was living a dream from
nd my name is Selen
or themselves when I was born. They had no children for over
ng job when I was born. He began inves
on the other hand, committed her entire life to God, while al
th his newfound wealth, my father began having relationships wi
give us with daily food, but when my
herself to sleep every night beside me, wondering why she was never enough, what t
was fifteen. As a child, I would observe them argu
y age. I had my doubts and was well prepared, and if I find my
ent. I was crushed when reality hit me acr
cture I had been projecting up until now was a rus
was ineffective. Dad generally disputed it, claiming it was a little issue
amily with everything he had, but he couldn't get away from the grip
ything he could to turn back time an
ns. No amount of love could
but things occurred, and he became the beast he is now.
ntations had been genuine all along. She was
out to depart when dad threw himself on
e took out a legal gun from a cabinet and told us that if we left him, he'd pull
rage, and guilt written all over his face, we o
e bedrooms, and a lush lawn. Everything about it screamed we
he couldn't stop seeing other women. Yes, we were aw
and forgetting what had happened. Mom would say it's our fate, and sh
d lash out at times, calling me a disgrace, a burden, and all
that she is distressed and that striking out at me will bring her peace of
s, breaking my spirit. I know I was a shambles in my mother's li
r own. Everyone would say I was fortunate to have such a supportive
her children. Deep down, they were convi
nough to sustain life? Mom would think that one day, Dad will find his wa
the physical characteristics of others and believes it's love. After a while, th
r fall in love, and that I would never let an
lf that love is only a chemical reaction in our brain. Thos
nly be for the sake of my physical attractiveness or my father's fortune. Nobody c
eye out!