Those Rainy Days

ling of being free from everyone's judgmental look, which kept me anxious

lurking in every corner of your own mind. It made me feel that even though I'm fre

n though I'm free, my fr

someone tapped my back from behind. It's J

ndsome." I leaned forward a

ile sitting in front of me. "You have this sc

the waiter. "So, where's

ords. Funny, that's the exact opposite thing

’s going to cry," I smiled at the thought that I knew it would rain, but I suddenly realized the

my attention again when

16, re

so sweetly in front of me. Next thing I knew, I saw his photo with the capt

love." I said while

le moment of preparation that we're go

o him. "You'r

that kind of

ing to be the wedding of the year here in New York City." Jose sa

ge of my hidden insanity. I wasn’t like this before. The beauty of the rain always amazes me, as it calms my mind every time I watch it from m

walk than take a cab while going

s to give something to othe

peanut butter over everythi

he will choose to

it so I got startled again when

g?" He have this worried look that says that I mi

e mood, I'm so

t need to rest and yet you're still there in your stud

l this time here in New York—keeping myself busy and tiring myself enoug

before. They keep calling me for the past three years that I've been here away from them. I sometimes joined the cal

when José said something . “Don’t

I said while lookin

eave them a message atleast once a week that you're

him before I cont

ernoon. We just bid our goodbyes when Carlo, his fiance, arrived to get him. They to

just help myself by shopping for a

g make-up boutique shops that interested me a little and eventually dove into those high-end

ng my money and let myself sit on one of the park benches. I boug

ying." I closed my eyes when I realized how much I mo

when I heard that voice. That baritone voice of a man who I suspect

t that's funny because this hall

It took my breath away when I saw again those pair of expressiv

see him again. How did

e again and that made me lose my hope that is just

e sm

rds he j

e before. It keeps coming b

o the bad ones

, and I can't even

decided to cry again on the day we met ag

I met him. The only diffe

lready committ

lways

't expect that mad

he doi

didn't realize that

is eve

l like my past