All I Want For Christmas

A

ith my hair as we lay in the grass. The sun was a

t had been a long time since I had seen her at

my childlike vo

was little James. The child with

, I did not wish

issed you, son,"

My small chubby palm held her chin. "Me too, Cherry." Th

in mine. "I have to go now, love. B

o stand but I held onto her. "No. Not again, mu

There is so much more you still

ning the grass around us away. I could barely

out. It was more of a comma

er that, James." Her disembodie

surrounding. Of course, I was in a

who it was when I voiced out, "You are burning me with your

ir throat and speak up. "I a

stop beeping, I stirred to take in the appeara

Her hazel eyes would not meet my gaze, they fo

asten your healing process and you get to leave here as soon as pos

ub hugged her perfect body, sh

ould not get distracted. I had one goal, and no one was goin

our name?"

emotion in those eyes I could not fathom

o get out of my head the soft voice. Or the contour

could muster, when in reality I wanted to moan it instead.

Whatever you have planned out would be a waste of both

opped as she

ed, concern evidence in her voice as

h it was that

e continued, flipping the pages on the file. "Suicide is not the so

She had no idea how many time

ked away from her, "You

jolt of warmth course through it

She expressed, glancing at my withdrawn h

e helped,"

then. I am sure he will," she t

e." I said, raising the duvet to my che

turned to glare at me. "I am a

nly to end up a babysitt

ight to watc

itter died while trying to prevent me from committing suicide. S

ngs seriously and ask for a reassignment. She wa

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I

o arrive on the first day of December? Was

irst thoughts w

taring that when he mentioned it, I coughed and

ong and cute his lashes were, how hi

hen I had read his file and foun

wished I could strangle him myself

he uttered and shuddered, ch

in hook me up with? I hoped this d

, closing the door so forcefully that I

his patient. I did not want to die yet. The

as to help people like him. This should be an

a, I told myself. Santa did not g

d not known until Kathy called out my nam

asked me, coming

replied and

u look like you have seen

a patient. He seems like

perked as her interest piqued

wards Ward 11. Dr. Einstein burst out from his office and looked a

ter a patient, did I no

, doc. I checked up on him and went

t someone else's duty post, while your patient is at the v

I could ask furth

y and she was al

," she tugged at my

stretching on the window sill. He loo

all knew what this psyc