Who to choose: Lover or love?

his wedding bought out the worst in her. She is freaking out and creating all this weird scenarios of what could go wrong, so we as the bridesmaids

thing except my jewellery. Luckily Lily the control freak she is wanted everyon

t I share with my current boyfriend Xavier. We have been dating for

t they are wrong he does love me and I am the centre of his universe. That's why I stay no matter how bad things gets between

an that and Lily will be blowing up my phone. I love my sister but sometimes she is a little too much. Especia

change and I am still wearing my grey sweatpants and a white tank top and my sli

ide the flat. Which is weird because Xavier is not supposed to be home and no one has a key

spicious now, but I push my thoughts aside because I am inside and I need to search for a weapon or some sorts.

heart was beating like crazy, and I am trying to calm myself so I can figure out what the hell is going on. But j

my mind blank. Everything stopped working at once. I closed my eyes, trying to

r me babe, with a voice filled with lust and desire. I could hear them both

shattering of my heart. How have I been so stupid to not realise my boyfriend is cheating. My phone sta

an not go into that room now. I take a deep breath in and out and another in and out. I n

irl pants and face this, get it over and cry after the wedding. I need to do this for my sister no

k to the room. I can hear them talk and laugh so I

at without breaking down or my voice breaking. I did not look their way but I do believe that they were as

the key. Enjoy each other, Good-bye." I turn around and leave before he can say anything. I just need

get in the car just in time for my tears to flow. I look to the door and see Xavier come running my way so I start the car

y on the cake. I was about to explode so I went to my favourite coffee shop and to top it off, just as I was about to

it. He was nice and made me laugh the whole time. Gone was the terrible day and after that day we hang out every

pset him or lose him so I always obeyed. Never questioned. And now I can't help but wonder if he really loved me or w

s and never deserved my love in the first place. And the worst is here I am on the night before my sister's weddin

e how this will end soon, not this type of pain. I never want to feel this kind of pain ever in my life again. It feels

d my face to look a little better. Luckily I have back-up make-up in my car and some wet wipes. So I take it out and wash my fa

up with some story. I fall back in my seat and rest my head against the headrest of the car. How the hell did I e

is spoil my sister's important day. She worked too hard on the planning of this day. I take my phone and bag with jewellery in to

umn, please come back so

I needed to

on't do this. Ple

u want from

s over please. I'm sorry honey. I love you and

t do this. You are e

ease my lov

s on Sunday. Please don't be

my life, my everything." I scoff well that's a great way to tr

rs threatening to fall again but I close my eyes for a while, swallow the knob that formed in my throat and decide to get out of the ca

won't let Xavier ruin it. I just need to pretend my way through this w

hey are enjoying themselves and as I stand here I am doubting if I will be able to p

he bottom at the stairs for 10 minutes trying to find the courage to walk up ther

bad sister i

almost peed in my pants. I did not expect someone to be here, but

ne of my cousins. "Hey,

ome alcohol for

That can't be t

some wine, because the one bottle of Champagne your moth

are l

but I think more it's the nerves and the bridesmaids." I pu

y. But I also think it's t

from? Are you not supposed t

tch my jewellery. I forgot it at home

t me hold you up anymore. I

you c

hese days, but just know that whenever you need so

eep that

comes once, whatever the problem is can wait till after. It's not lik

He turn

ea

the best cousin and f

ys." And with

t, than second and in no time I am at the top. I swallow all the bad,