MaRkeD

d to focus on everythi

ree times already this week. Every thing was

iolently, I tried to ignore but I couldn't. T

n my forehead into

ou should

ords replaye

ed across the road come out almost immediately, not to particularly do anyt

t the fact that he knew my name,

this was a really small comm

ok on his fac

g to say; now you real

his wife come out at midnight scream

e looked normally sober. And be

gentle, barely above a w

and perfectly empty street,

and shaky legs. My heart was literally beating in my

ob at café down the road? Gotten this hous

finitely didn't know you before you

ucking town where nothin

d he mean?? I w

dn't last long. Fifty minutes later I was up, panting , soaked

n. The nightm

, that was before I moved here on the night of th

only for me to get here and the nightmares became more i

hed a

a glass of hot milk and some chip cooki

t. Telling me he was sorry, I should come

eve me. That's

rning with absolutely nothing to

if I had actually made t

nd it more reasonable to run, but it wasn't entirely

he prons and cons of a decision. Without he

o

riend's party on a Friday night. I personally didn't want to go. B

spent these last few years trying t

her way to do

the fact that she stuck around but appare

ut that night.. I might actually have

if my life isn't

ght party to find your mom lifeless in a pool

gency. I was too

tle too clean. It looked like the rug

instinct som

nelt down. I couldn't ta

ion pieces over and over again, fo

he had bled out from and then at the razor in her

l of her middle finger on the right hand was

de it look. But the police were not ones t

t break a nail, you didn't strangle yourself first, then decide to slice your

rong with

n he didn't believe me, instead he looked at me

hen everyone else expected you to get yo

ou don't even have any

at I do bes

s and took off witho

to actually face the grief of losing a loved one

his shitty apartment, not knowing what

e to at least give me a heads up next

_______

y!!! How

much for tryin

m