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the fate and destinies of the in

ming past the dirty neighborhood I

hest suffers of the familia

ather just sold off to people I've n

e of money

e to him and he detest

at I was a fool

or nothi

I'm the worst thing that

t twice, to a corpse by the man I

the ugly order of me being a whore and a night

ossed my twisted mind that I would be handed over

news to all of us in front of my buyer,

pity on Sh

f ten siblings to treat m

out my father selling me was

from his cha

would he

pose what Don

I remember the few good times I had with him, which were

r the thick sobs rising in m

ad is practically breathing as

my head into the wall just last ni

ot the

es and I forceful

the people I'm in

huge and i

n don't

ssenger's seat in

ow and see Cara's h

es briefly

know where

s any inform

told her when my broth

ide and I try to move out

azes at the moving figure

gh the back window

sn't re

vers her face a

hrough my heart as I watch her f

, remembering the friendship

l we part,

now torture to me for

ck to the day we b

ses that

s that w

one that went through the

the sobs keep

ight now and a knife digs th

to help ourselves survive the st

to the drowning wei

opening this door an

in see her

the tears from her delicate fac

remain

l seems so unrea

e I should stop giving myself false hop

best and only

uilty as ever and a sharp pain pierces my

eatings I've received fr

air and stretch my aching back on th

ing chunks of solid cocaine to powder under the watchf

allow in the depthless ocean of thoughts about th

ep myself from screaming

till alive no one dr

de from the freedom to associate w

in Lopes amounts to no worth - not to mention love

ent wait for my mother's demise so they coul

up but I struggle to kee

new life I'm

lly find true h

breath. Anot

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wealth and dominance without pi

ssib

rt of prominent and respected Mafia Uni

es from many families that don't comply

t the defaulter and bri

, monitoring every inch and step we make just to rescue

arge dungeon where my father keeps and punishes slaves tha

the chief guard and the only l

anything odd going on

y ca

s there an

ises back there. Go fi

e affirms and

out a Walther PPQ M2 from my clo

e muzzle of the gun and I bend my head into

e ready for situations like t

in situatio

ain building and walking towards

e gates and j

n an anger

own ev

verb from inside an

radical gunsho

and I acquire

them and he falls to the ground with

or it, knowing not wher

d bring him down with an

ound hard, cur

n from inside the dungeon an

l servant- comes running

attack. There are multiple gu

completing his state

e you do

I hear his err

can g

g figure of a man and he stumbles to the gr

of axes and drags the three men behind him by their shirts a

nes as he jolts the gates shu

and retreats back

and hold it close to my side as I wa

ings scar

ing up on the stai

to break down the back wall and perform a runner from the

my eyes

t vigilant

ishing the

falls to one

edge to you that will never

ll cut you a slack

neut

ir" he bows as

better do their job clean" I

a bit of a problem" h

do you

been damaged due to the multiple

of cracks and it

as he complete

ng to cost

inking fo

father when he gets back" I tel

the guards to surround that dungeon.

sa

sir." he reassures a

s place and take a quick i

e and a smirk tugs at th

my frame and my hands are hidden in

of my jaw-line and a ch

like

ups and downs of

en I bring it down it coils

nly need

st the table and it lits up a

and pick it

efore I tap accept and ta

what's

toned voice ring out

d. Just han

hone

b together this evening. Like to

ng. Is se

e met at your place

you then" I say

he clock hanging

45

from my lips as I st

ng in ten minutes

excites me to the guts as I take one last