Daily life of Loveless Desire

a role model. Every

finish high school by 14 and write a compulsory exam(Merca), that made me enter a federal University, state un

exam that the university of my choice set and scored 50/100, instead of medicine, I got health education. Studying that course is just a waste of

ks to study the worst course and I started panicking. I choose to transfer to another university that was still admitting but got scammed and while I was waiting for admission with full confidence that I will gain, I did

our juniors were already in college? Of course, my mother tried to prevent rumours by saying that I forfeited becaus

rd for t

give you

against your admis

thing for my benefit, and even if I know it is for my benefit, she doe

el bad about myself. Pride comes before a fall and my fall was p

and chooses a state university instead because they don't write post merca( the college my brother went to) even if their school fees are expensive, and my

e but I cannot forget. I could remember Eli in the hospital fighting for his life, mom begging her brother and sister, receiving numerous insults from them just for little money that could barely go anywhere in paying his expenses, and her faith in God being questioned. She had to piggy ride her dead

f being hopeless in themselves, regretting their marriage, regretting the family you are related to, hating themselves all over again for not bei

where

is not just my problem this year. My sis, my bro and sperm don't is not aware. This means, t

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man heart. I don't know how to feel about this because; while there is more time for me to earn money, there is a c

g to college this year because he is from a ri

in. Fuck

a soldier but I am a coward so scratch. I wanted to be a lawyer b

ted in medicine, pediatric to be specific because I wanted to help children. That was post-Eli de

hing to get paid, please introduce me! I like novel writing but I don't think I can ful

medicine in my merca form. Le