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past each house in Aeria is me wondering

dress walking a dog that looks like it was custom made, you begin to feel like you are underdressed even though you wore you

t do

me from tapping my nails on the windo

ng, she is

ame from Vino, the very ugly and opposite s

ry side has the

it was a terrible place where the air

the strong urge to wind them down and link the

ch is another story that I would get into, and I must say, when I hea

woman infront of me did not

describe how I felt, it was just that my Parent

the sea and ocean had a baby and Pa Well Pa was a busy man that I barely ever saw but he had blond hair

long ago when I

bout her, but when one looked past the heavy scented perfume and whatever she was wearin

out meeting whoever we were going to see and not that I was, except I felt c

ghed, saying "I am sorry Nessa. It is just that I never expected that

, that she would have definitely lost me if s

urvived there,

things, but I would neve

it is nice to believe that there is one person who doesn't

a smile that tells me that whatever she is about to say would make the fake smi

re it i

rds to me ended up bleeding and throwing s

elope's eyes and tell the hu

someone shoved a stick up their ass, she

e reall

hate

ecause I knew that maybe I was wrong to do what

ls on who to love and how to

in the sky, I tried to read my Bible right, tried to make sure I used my rosary well

I me

not sleep while mass went on, probably because you just wanted to stay awake a

have made Anna make a decision I never thought she

s, looking back outside the streets of Aeria befor

no

rward so I could look at the drivers w

ed like one of those houses Ma used to wish s

e it look like a bomb cou

says as I try regaining

ne I could muster "I am just in a hur

g, you have no demon. It is a disease that Doctor Sweets will cure it, and I promise, whe

ami

d it s

it thousands of times from so many people that I realize

to look at

ed The Flav

uld hear it say 'Wow, who would have thought that is a Manor

e convent said her brother was sent to when he became too unbearable at home an

gave way to cur

at Doctor Sweet was said to be really nice and good at her job, that she rarely e

at needed eyes w

e m

to picture

ts that life fucked up and grew a savi

ly psychotic and would perform

bably have had a thousand pla

knowing that purgatory in Aeria is definetely better than the

hing, I expected

d her dress, her now sweaty face and hands making me suddenly ner

ave been free and I am wondering where she got the money from before sh

es at the entrance of the Man

pt of course the woman standing on the porch of that building because she seems t

is, some feet away from them as I

rs

nless they all have done plastic surgery at on

fectly arranged teeth nearly making me cu

hat a

glossy feel to it because it looks like she is radiating sun rays for some

her in a black slim fitted suited and pants that brough

ot already tried that

very brown eyes that make me think of brown leaves in Autumn, he has glasses on wh

ssible? Ba

actually, identical twins both wearing a collar that i

t,

while one looks like he had bathed in the Caribbeans a

e is horribly shy, because he would not even look at me while the othe

de you steal them to your house because the cashier at the p

la

e skinn

at had never seen the sun, with white hair and silver

ed othe

ked be

nd reincarn

ing something else but I had been too busy ogling the be

airs of beautiful eyes I might

e res

kw

ll she is—" Then my aunt faces me— Oh God, she is ab

my new housemates, making a face of 'Can you believe this woman? We are not re

k

lls away and begins to clean her tear

me out from an anime "It is alright. I can assure you that she i

d comfo

cu

at make me

nil

though I hate the name terribly but she smiles, at me

lco

had been feeling d