Bound by the moon goddess ,The rise of an Alpha Queen

the pack into the forest. the rest of them were already crying and I knew why, no one knew their fate, this might be the last time that they would ever see their famil

g for one. my head banged loudly as I ran, my ears were hurting from all the screams that I had been hearing and I just wished that I could just stop hearing their sounds. my heart bleed from the pains of rejection, I didn't know why but I had this feeling I was going to be rejected. I cried as I walked along the bush part, I didn't know why I wasn't getting any scent, I knew that every other person out there would have gotten his or her mate but the ill-fated werewolf like me would never be that fortunate to have a mate. I could feel my head banging from crying too much, and my throat was suddenly becoming sore from crying too much, but I didn't care about that I just wanted to be very far away from this people that I call my family they don't deserve me and I also don't care about them anymore. The night was cold as I walked, I knew the ritual was going to be over soon, I had already resided to my fate, it was either I just did it or let it go, I know that there was no way my dad would let go free for not finding my mate, the monster was definitely going to kill me to show how powerful he was and I just have to say that am the one he has to use always, I know that I don't deserve to be called his child but it wasn't my fault mom died giving birth to me I had tried my best to make sure that I don't think about it but I don't think that's possible every moment and every incident of my life always reminds me that I don't deserve to live and I had killed my mom. I stood up from the floor, I had been sitting when I didn't hear any more noise, I knew it was alread