Pain under his spell

." I cal

to assure him that I'm not disappointed. Because I don't have the right to act like it. It's his choice... it's his decision and I can't

ho was silent. "Can we t

telling him my reason. I don't know how deep his feelings are for me and I was hoping that I can help him to survive wi

e smiled

ve and I only have something to talk about. I will

in front of Zeya's house while waiting for my friend to calm down and stop being

g. I closed my eyes and looked away. This is where we often disagree. He doesn't want to be separated

idn't consider me a brother because he couldn't visualize that I was his brother but he said that I was a friend that he wanted to protect. So

ave," I said clumsily befo

want privacy to talk, I'll move away s

home. I promised that I'm going to go home as s

y sudden reaction. I quickly turned away from him. I'm being sensitive again because of him. I know it's not becaus

ndship. I just can't believe it... he will be close to Heart and that's what he wants. Once he has a girlfriend for sure everything will change. I c

they are gone, I will rarely be able to be with him and talk to him. Of course, I'll choose to dist

't stay late..." he turned to Chave. "Take her home a

want to go home. I combed my short hair and played with my fingers. I wet my lips with my tongue before looking aroun

Chave said laug

lear everything u

houted before waving

string to make me stop him from leaving. I just smiled before looking away. I heard the sound of his motor so I turned to

right now," Chave scratched

s but I think I don't deserve you. I can't return your fee

have to return? Loving someone is not a

was pointing out. I know the meaning behi

eone like me is not a good idea. Your time with me will just be wasted.

riences, right? At least, I won't come to the point of regretting because I didn't follow what I really want. I'm not expecting a

etermination. It was as if the wor

you're in love that you're going to take a risk. There are

imes it's full of satisfaction. I just don't want to have regrets that I did

, Chave. I don't want to give you

st try,"

't know but the way he was looking

ave

ways give me a hint so don't deny it,

combed his hair before licking his lower lips. I don't know if

yboy. Being in love with someone is like cracking my ego. I have many girls that I make cry or play with and I will admit that I was wrong in that part. I will not cover my mi

s eyes as if we had known each other for a long

hance to be with you. Even if you don't look at me the way you look at Hanzel. Even if you don't love me ... it's

nd stared at the few stones on the floor. I don't know but

e changed the topic so I immediately looked at him. "

ed a sigh of relief

right, let's or

id as if he couldn't stop him

cheese?" he as

mething. I think it's a

rite color?" I as

m or talk to him witho

ed me back while lo

," I answered, so

girl I've ever met who doe

he doesn't have a fa

uted "What's your favorite

d cream..."

re the same," I

eyebrows and s

a," I a

number? You're terrible, Mau. Slambook is where you

said loudly so he laughed

n't. Actually, he and Zeya have almost the same favorites as opposed to mine. I remembered th

n go home now," Zeya said with a yawn w

d up and walked toward him. She changed her clothes into black sexy nightwear. That surprised Chave and me. Well, because her cleavage is visible

... Zeya looks d

" I gently pushed him

Hanz will be with you." he laughed and said th

here. Chave and I will go home once we make s

eeted me ignoring me befor

ave returned,

a is clearly visible. I don't want strangers to see my friend like this. I'm not being paranoid or what, I know that clothes a

e house? It's true what the others said.

rents are in another country. They bought me from Aze's parents and

"Alright, I'm leaving. My mommy might fold me into eight. We h

nk y

oon again," he waved h

arms were crossed while sitting on the sofa. I swallowed several times

ad?" I bra

him. I'm still standing

n did I get mad at you?" I l

because I'm not doing anything to make him angry? Or mayb

w. "Let's eat, I've cooked o

use of Aze's actions. He is so soft.

so my favorite dish. We started eating without talking. I think he knows that I'm not in

know that my tone of voice i

, it's fine..." he repli

since h

s. I found out that their volleyball training will start

homeroom teacher, announced the reason w

so watch games like basketball, volleyball, badminton, and many more. Of course, because it w

noying because last year, it was long sleeve and not a

this anymore. It's kil

days because it really killed me even when I was stretching. I remembered our schoolmates giving me a lift. I acciden

said sarcastically so I

nd giggled like she

e beautiful," I joke

while staring at me "Sorry, I'm

ive you..." I said lau

errero to explain the needs. I imme

lip tint. It's an annoying color. I feel it doesn't suit me

we left it on our seat. I just brought my wallet w

because you don't want to go wi

more intimidating but she still looks attractive. It's like that's a sign that he

Chave?" he as

es what Chave and I have but I choose to keep quiet because I don't want it to look like a big deal.

ar so he called me,"

miled at me but I can trace the awkwardness on their faces. Does it look scary? I'm not a bul

other? Like, you gave me your

our reflection in the mirror.

He's still really nice, isn't he? I feel like

tered the reason

or what but maybe when it's just the

o get attention. Even though Chave is famous here and many people like him, I would rather not sh

le. Did you eat lunch?" Aze asked wh

I were on our way to the canteen. Why are you l

appearance. I immediately raised an eyebrow at him

're just going somewhere," he s

e. I wish I wasn't born. I wish you stabbed me," she joked and laughed. "Alright... I'l

congratulated him, which he immediately greeted and paid attention to. When Zey

thed while lo

's claim the t-shirt I made for

't remember ordering a t

what? I didn't participate in any s

to buy you. I didn't tell you sinc

ded "Let's go...

he students we pass. I know a few of them have somethin

ther is Vent's basketball jersey. The color and des

ou just join vol

unit. Well, a girl's uniform is a white long sle

join two sports. There might be a co

oner hit my skin. Quite a few have chosen who look like seniors as well. I pouted as Aze held my elbow and followed th

't join basketbal

ly. "I prefer voll

pating in basketball. There are still incentives, maybe next

me. I raised my eyebrows to give him

yball. So I'll just focus on being a volleyball playe

er watching volleyball to basketball but I

etball team then I think it's

one of voice. I didn't say anything. I don't want to meddle

It's not a big deal since I can play those sp

w he turned his back to avoid people asking questions. I

m's apple moving. I think that I became an AI because I can't even move properly to defeat him. He's crush

m." he softly whispered. "I'm the one who doesn't like that. I don't... I'd rather be on the volleyball team. I'd rather... what do you want." he stopped and stared at