PAIN UNDER HIS RUTHLESS SPELL

." I cal

to assure him that I'm not disappointed. Because I don't have the right to act like it. It's his choice... it's his decision and I can't

ho was silent. "Can we t

telling him my reason. I don't know how deep his feelings are for me and I was hoping that I can help him to survive wi

e smiled

ve and I only have something to talk about. I will

in front of Zeya's house while waiting for my friend to calm down and stop being

g. I closed my eyes and looked away. This is where we often disagree. He doesn't want to be separated

idn't consider me a brother because he couldn't visualize that I was his brother but he said that I was a friend that he wanted to protect. So

ave," I said clumsily befo

want privacy to talk, I'll move away s

home. I promised that I'm going to go home as s

y sudden reaction. I quickly turned away from him. I'm being sensitive again because of him. I know it's not becaus

ndship. I just can't believe it... he will be close to Heart and that's what he wants. Once he has a girlfriend for sure everything will change. I c

they are gone, I will rarely be able to be with him and talk to him. Of course, I'll choose to dist

't stay late..." he turned to Chave. "Take her home a

want to go home. I combed my short hair and played with my fingers. I wet my lips with my tongue before looking aroun

Chave said laug

lear everything u

houted before waving

string to make me stop him from leaving. I just smiled before looking away. I heard the sound of his motor so I turned to

right now," Chave scratched

s but I think I don't deserve you. I can't return your fee

have to return? Loving someone is not a

was pointing out. I know the meaning behi

eone like me is not a good idea. Your time with me will just be wasted.

riences, right? At least, I won't come to the point of regretting because I didn't follow what I really want. I'm not expecting a

etermination. It was as if the wor

you're in love that you're going to take a risk. There are

imes it's full of satisfaction. I just don't want to have regrets that I did

, Chave. I don't want to give you

st try,"

't know but the way he was looking

ave

ways give me a hint so don't deny it,

combed his hair before licking his lower lips. I don't know if

yboy. Being in love with someone is like cracking my ego. I have many girls that I make cry or play with and I will admit that I was wrong in that part. I will not cover my mi

s eyes as if we had known each other for a long

hance to be with you. Even if you don't look at me the way you look at Hanzel. Even if you don't love me ... it's

nd stared at the few stones on the floor. I don't know but

e changed the topic so I immediately looked at him. "

ed a sigh of relief

right, let's or

id as if he couldn't stop him

cheese?" he as

mething. I think it's a

rite color?" I as

m or talk to him witho

ed me back while lo

," I answered, so

girl I've ever met who doe

he doesn't have a fa

uted "What's your favorite

d cream..."

re the same," I

eyebrows and s

a," I a

number? You're terrible, Mau. Slambook is where you

said loudly so he laughed

n't. Actually, he and Zeya have almost the same favorites as opposed to mine. I remembered th

n go home now," Zeya said with a yawn w