Puppy Love

eed to g

ll I nee

do that though with all of the

from the textbook sitting on my lap. All of my brothers friends are in the bac

rs through my brothers blonde shaggy hai

os

is party. I've never been the type to go against our parents orders, and they st

ut an irritated sigh and slam my textbook shut. There's no way in hell I

hard to b

rush downstairs and throw open the sliding glas

owards me, playing dumb

him to turn it down since he wouldn't be able to hear me otherwise. I d

e falling over the party. "Yes, Maddie?" My bro

how much of a nerd I sound. Snickers erupt in front of me, and su

me like I have two heads in their short mini skirts and crop tops. My

er and passes one over to me. It's wet and cold in my hands, t

her perfectly painted nails clutching onto his bicep like she's afraid he

team, and clearly much more sociable. This has never been my thing. I don't like part

her's best friend since kindergarten, arches his perfe

despise more than

he year, all of the awards go to him. He's s

is roll my eyes and turn back to Ethan. "I'm

opens up his long, muscular legs wider in the patio

ust not be the only one that notices because Sadie fa

os

ttractive. I understand completely what all of the hype is about. From his s

die on his lap, the feeling of anger pushing out

'll never be

Cameron lets out a belly gut laugh in resp

ill laughing as he's talking. "Don't worry bro

thing to joke about. I can tell Ethan is getting uncomfortable. He may

d looks over at me, his eyes softening sl

coursing through my veins. How dare Cameron even say

ders know that he used to be a little nerd with braces and glasses

y every weekend, and back then he was so... different.

nts for ice cream late at night, my childhood was amazi

ort nerdy kid who was super into Pokémon became a muscular, tall popular boy. His braces came off, leaving him with

ng him into the asshole he had become. Now they're both the biggest man whores in the scho

my textbook, I let out a sigh and try

o get into a good college? Is it wron

uld remember. Arizona is so beautiful, and I love it here. I would be c

e out what it i

o fun thing

iend Maya I'm.... reading? W

,

eally am

an to me since he got popular. I used to like the ner

just...

to look back at the party. Cam is still sitting in that sexy way on the c

I gulp when the heat

yself. Not when he's been

hest when she kisses him. His large hands travel down her back, sq

to be me, but not with this version of him.

hard on, only to freeze when I see Cam's eyes meet mine

f

even know it. I've never thought about her while I fucked,

heavenly tits, her nipples staring directly at me. Even with her blon

do to hide these feelings for her

smirk, and I glance down to my hard on, Maddie's

mbles and shoots a death stare over

"You have a god damn stick shoved so far up your

ell, and I know she's just protective, but sometimes she takes it too far. She acts like everyone's

to either of us. Maybe I should have stood up for her. Maybe I should have said s

rks, her red painted lips at

—

's couch in the living room, my head throbbing

what ti

he coffee table, my fingers fina

p up on my screen

I'll be thinking about what that

How I came the hardest I ever have before, thinking abou

at the hell is

nding Maddie in front of the sink washing the dishes. There's two plates of breakfast sitting

ants on. She's never cared about what she looks like in front of me. Why woul

.. for me

appened last night, but instead she just

even

eggs and bacon and scarf it down within minutes. It'

ng it upon myself to wash the

She replies, keepi

She slowly turns to look at me, and it seems like she already knows what I'm about to say b

u

cent

he starts, but

nd I should have said something to Sadi

interrupted when Ethan walks into t

mmediately grabbing the plate when he s

hen you drink." Maddie

n says. "I'm not in the

resolved between us. I've never felt like that. I've been a dick to her for the past three years and have

have to act like I didn't use her to get his sister off m

d. "If you ever need

ads across his face before h

e shoulder as he doubles over the island. "I knew she was

n I think it's Ethan's parents, but i

f her head, her face lightly covered with makeup.

knowing what she's already abou

aps of plastic cups and beer bottles, biting on her li