The One He Never Put First

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never judged me off of my age nor disrespected me because of it. Yes she's my husband's

way into it, and I guess also deal with the other evil ex-wives. Although her approach has always been to be nice to them, I've always preferr

g to in a place where no one seems to want to lik

is

pregn

ng that saying it feels like finally dr

Regardless of how understanding she is, she's still my husband's e

rtunately my husband wouldn't und

at is so e

stomach turning slightly from excitemen

don't

to also be happy about it, but it doesn't change the fe

'd imagined was nothing compared to the feeling I have now. I'd always thoug

nt kids so I ha

adn't stopped thinking about wh

ld break my heart into a million pieces. I don'

oves kids, you know this. If he found out you're

. He's that uncle you always want around because he gets

t it's accompanied by a smile. I

ll me to get an abor

of my eyes. I don't make effort to stop them from coming out because I want them to. They're happy tears

ing soul ever since I met her. I'm grateful to have someone like her ar

ng together. She's incredible. Better than anyone I know. I'd used to think he wou

to ever do anything like that to anyone. She's got a kind heart. Plus she remarried. And Aaron? Despite our troub

g in my sorrow and need someone there, a lot of the times I would speak to my husband but sometimes, like in t

to tell her that it's been happening a lot recently, that I feel like he's letting go. But I don't want to p

You're always very helpful." I say before we

a tub with the hot water massaging my f

that is why he doesn't want to have a kid with me? What if

ight, Aaron loves kids. A lot. He's the happiest when he's around them. So wh

ftly as I do this... And then I make my decision. I'm going to tell him. If he leaves