Be Mine Forever

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f regret or guilt in his voice “Let’s break u

ot him his favourite flowers as it was our one-year anniversary. Interestingly he failed to acknowledge my temper and ac

ke you sit on a wheelchair for life.”

he bin, I saw the barista looking at me with his eyes wide. I stared in his direction for a second and grabbed the iced coffee fr

on his face, I threw

ely standing up from his chair, looking at me wi

ed at him and walked out, because I kn

round me, supposedly thinking I’m their possible target. The feeling of falling deep into the ends of self-hatred s

like heavy chains were restricting my movement further. My mind was filled with his image, his words

ly let out. My tears. My precious pearl like tears, for a man, who doesn’t even k

ded my mind and i

e notification panel. Does break ups always shatter you this bad? Perhaps I am a novic

is just an outer fold of my self-hatred. I hate the feeling of sun coming up, knowing very well

start tonight’s party without you.” My friend

want to move from my bed.” I said, wr

” He said in his usual cheerful voice. Wh

ff their feet. He knows how to make use of every single of his attributes. Looking at how carefree he is, I only get envio

. I can’t exaggerate enough on how charming and bold he is, but at the same time, a

otherfucker left on your mind, but you will be distracted. At least for onc

said, “Yeah, you are coming here tonight. If I don’t see you

hello? J? what?” I saw my phone

ack? I’ll wea

can’t sit around all day being unnecessarily gloomy. I have to get myself together. I got up fr

.” I said to myself before and move

lush spread across my face, with my hair dripping wet and lips swollen red I realised how I was

th a beige bell bottom trousers. Bringing out my black suede chunky platform heels, I decided to paint my nails bright ch

ecise. I tiptoed looking how my outfit would look with heels and it showcased all my cu

ew more accessories combined with my perfume and wrist watch; I was ready to go the party. Grabbing my keys fr

in lines waiting for their turn to go outside the club. No wonder Jaxon is rich, his club is flourishin

e to me earlier. I went in and saw many people on the dance floor. Having fun and most of them wer

n into account with great detail. With almost every glass shape and alcohol a person could imagi

ed on the bar coun

ing, “A Cosmopolitan, with a little

a charming smile on his face, “Mr. Jaxon alre

and I pursed my lips l

upted my thoughts, "Can

man standing beside me. I had never seen someone as gorgeous. His face was glowing, with every feature as if carved l

ecially his jawline. He looked like a painting coming to reality, aesthetically pleasing with no space for any flaws. His

at of the moon. He was well built with his shoulder broad and his strong stature being

im? I was st

u

ed enough to jerk my face to the other side muttering “fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.” under my breath in

don’t mind.” I heard his perf

n’t fully make eye contact with him.

voice taking

his lips slightly into a gentle smile. I couldn’t help the uninvited smile to in

lifting his glass, hi

lightly touching my gla

er because the music was loud. I could barely hear bu

odding as I flipped my hair behind, ex

lirting

id, curving his lips downward, makin

.” I said, shrugg

in shock. He said looking at me, his eyes

holding my body like my blood does. The benefit of doubt kept winning seeing how I didn’t know whether it wa

ort film of the whole year I wasted on him played in my head and I almost felt dizzy. I kept my hand on his chest an

p and saw Jaxon sta

ions, but he quickly introduced himself, before proceed

n.” He said holding Jax

ting for?” Ethan asked pointing towa

ge tension between them both and in an urgent need

about him just screamed class. He was making me delusional and a part of me was upset

.” He smil

ractive. Soon, he submerged in the crowd like a lost wave and it pained to admit I wouldn’t be abl

he corner was even sound restricting as my ears felt this uncanny numbness as I was exposed to blasting music

d doesn’t leave when I am around him. He took a breath and looked at me curving his lips upward, winking at me. A slight chu

nymore, other than you.” He said sh

.” I said rubbing my thumb against his ha

me.” He said looking down, acting sad. I h

d furrowing his eyebrows, leaning

inks and started talking.” I said shrugging my shoulders, refu

as holding you in his arms re

drink, it’s not cold enough.” I said trying my

d raising his hand, calling a bartender to get

h condition. He helped me and when I was about to move out when I saw that Greek God of a human again. A girl was sitting on his lap and focus

r. Maybe he has tons of girls around him and maybe he is a playbo

womaniz