Still here

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him and going crazy thinking about what

ven Trish's squeals and chuckles could be heard h

of hours later,

ody was like a hot s

s T-shirt, which came to my mid-thigh, and, try

, instead of returning to the bedroom, I went

w my face. I enjoyed such a rar

lightly to the side and I noticed Shane sitting in a wicker outdoor chair. He held

ason I did not do this. I looked at him until he felt my gaze. Shane turned to me and fro

ke a contest to see who could last the longest. And I gave up

se just now I was f

eally wanted to

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hire Shane's company, even if

him in person that I've changed my

m, because he may not feel anythi

to suppress them. And now, when I came back and saw him afte

never completely belonged to him. There was always a part of my heart t

, he accused me of being the first to start it. I ch

bs, but in some ways he was right. I b

yal, could not end in

d I saw a lot of construction equipment in th

one by one - the working day had come to an end. I

en a plump middle-aged woman got out of it, shouti

e's waiting for you," She in

ed on the door and a moment lat

t, faded jeans, and brown suede boots. Light stubble

ightened sweetly, that's h

ven that there were only two men in my life, and one of them is h

ouch and all his caresses. These

with Shane from the present -

ead: I'm in the middle of a divorce, a

e a

ed to one o

nt water o

u, you don't

t the table. "What specific se

me naked. A random person would not

idently and calmly, which

omething new, but my grandm

u live

t to me as a leg

and they wanted to live down south where my mom was from. They are now se

de notes in his notebook. And I still dared to te

how much and what exactly is required.

rom the not

, bu

ha

felt stupid, but we need to figu

e fr

exac

a difference?" Suddenly despair overwhelms

ld this i

genuinel

oulders: I had n

roblem with

f I have problems because of t

uess

my goddamn heart b

. Who said we ca

lm eyes and I wanted to hi

iends wit

red. And I don't seem to. Because I don't want to be his friend. I want "Wall

smile, and Shane nodded, co