Before i leave.

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fter his

mi

had

ck had ended his life. My mother was devastated, she

en I was sad. My mother kept telling me hurtful comments, comparing me to other people, tryin

g me and taking care of me. I missed him so much, I still couldn't beli

cted by his death that was her way of reacting to the world. She didn't want to

She always tried to blame me for the things I did, she wanted to have the atte

mother and I didn't get along very well, I didn't have the best relationship with my sister. She hated me bec

didn't want to be another burden to my family

ther and every day he tried to cheer me up. Without a doubt, I had foun

se moments, he knew perfectly well the pain th

en Matt was 13 and Eduardo was 10. From that moment on, Eduardo had to take care of

his responsibility, I admired him so much and loved him with

bout?" Eduardo asked, ki

s drawing little circles on his ch

in the world". I answer, lifting my

hout taking h

that more often". He

ll you". I a

r, as if he never

, the most beautiful woman". He says this ti

moment, he turns away from me with a

if he didn't want it to be, it

the phone

g Matt?" he

eet and romantic. Matt was a complete idiot. He went from party to party, was manipulative and treated Si

and that he just had a protective shield to avoid gettin

leaves it on the furniture. He

a moment". He sa

in?" I ask without t

rying, I hated seeing him like this and n

or drunk driving". He confesses, and I

ing to my feet, but he grabs my

back soon". He says, flashing me a small

leave you alone to deal with Mat

. He answe

in his pants pocket. He grabs his key

ack" he says, ki

go of his hand. He smiles, no

I didn't like him going out so late, it was dang

more so at night, everything

e, I had to stop thinking about negative thing

e tea, I kept checking my phone in case I had

t out of my heart. I felt a shiver run through my whole body, the u