Decisions between Love and Lust

nd I have a huge headache. I can’t open my e

ff. turn it

to the Voice and see the man closing the

recognize this room. It looks like a room one would find in a hotel. I am instantly alarmed and I start studying my surrounding. I’m even m

e questions just keep pouring from me. I am trying to

his first” he offers me two pills and a glass

rts” i stat

le while” he answers and moves to the mirr

u can handle next time” he say

sarcastically and he laug

ou…… d

would do all the talking” he answers one hand on his pock

out” I try changing the subje

eally wan

do you mean

ht in the eye. The offer comes from nowher

eats and his voice and looks

know your name.

s and f

way from more trouble

an here is done, I will be on my way” he

s back looking at me in the

or All my credenti

ka

do you mea

ver at the bar. You do remember that d

ow else are you going to go on a date

e says “okay why don’t you stay here. I have a meeting in about a

ha

e room and clear the bill when I ret

gree I will owe

ng out with me to that dinner? it

with me wort

re than you

’t have an important me

It took everything I had not to fill it.” I giggle and

clothes? I have

ing for you and some breakfast, I’m sure

leaves the room without a word. I start laughing by

lunch on the balcony watching the city. I then take a long nap that gets interrupted by the knocks on the door. I don’t remember ordering anything. I walk to the door open it to the man holding a bag to me and handing it over. I take it and peek insi

excited half jumping hug and confess to him “I actually asked you as a challe

hot and bothered you shou

d you f

downstairs so how about how

o be thinking, tapping my chin and everythin

st mister gentleman” I tel

gh at how he holds the fact that he knows

e says coming in an

ou. what

I thought you need somet

spending too much money on me and I

I feel like I’m taking advantage of your kindness” he

cant take advantage of

y purse back. I

r or anything. I just want to talk and get to know you but if it’s too much don’t worry yo

u” he takes my hand and kisses it and starts leaving. Now I feel even worse we had a deal and I couldn’t

t st

he asks and still ha

say this he turns to face me and

so why don’t we go to my place. I’ll make something quick

s a

then we can go” I get in collect my things in the bag

o the bedroom to put my stuff then come back and offer him something to drink. I then head over to the kitchen and look for something to make. with my dilemma in the past months in the fact that I’m not really good at cookin

ntful dinner” he points out

. How many star

uld say these ingredients are much more how suited for bre

er yourself.

ects me and we just find

ore. I am just so distracted I f

we can just order in and still have t

ays taking my hand and taking me to the couch t

not far from here that has tasty meals and t

hese prices. on my budget right now, this guy wants to

hese prices

mise and I will get i

f it. Why don’t we just have pizza or burgers and s

y he says as he pretend

ack on the shoulder standing up to get