Affair

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tars were hiding, afraid of the night wind that was quite strong. The cold can pierce the bone.

fter four weeks of surviving the pain. Today is the last day before my wedding day w

e end I lost too. The sadness in my soul made me unable to hold back my sobs. It just

could you ruin our beautiful dreams. You don't remember what sacrifices we've bee

ow it

dding organizer who took care of our wedding contacted me, asking why

been trying to forget about the wedding organizer and all our other wedding preparations because secretly I s

celed when there was only a day left for the wedding. I can't answer that other than apologize for canceling everythi

e's the one who caused our marriage to fall apa

r something else. They kept asking why it was cancelled. Anyway, I can't answer that. In the end, I ha

nd her nanny, who started staying at this house three weeks ago, to feel disturbed. I tried to muffle the sound of my crying as best I could. Besides, it

remaining tears roughly, I let a smile on my lips slightly decorate. This is the end of today's sorrow. Tomor

Questions about why my wedding was canceled came from my friends and also Satrio's friends. The tears that had dried before

ght? Can't you see how much my heart hurts, Lord? Why did this painful thing have to happen to me! I can't

che of being abandoned. I have a lot to deal with during this month. I'm especially disappointed.

If it wasn't busy working, maybe I would have fallen because I was a

still needed my presence. She already has no one

uestion is the same, namely why my and Satrio's marriage was cancelled. Perhaps Satrio had announced to his friends that the

introduce her to his friends. Now I'm just the past for him, and he deserves to be co

my cellphone screen. A message from someone who for the past four weeks has always accompanied my days. Not often, but most of the time h

A spring for my arid soul. Be strong, Feya. Believe me, God loves you so

ngle again, Feya. I promise

who was able to stop scrolling my cel

only one. Even Bianka, who is my college friend, my best friend doesn't even remember that today is

back, clearly remembers that today is my birthd

stop my crying, but I was not in the mood to serve him. I

re is nothing there. The last sweet messages from him even about Two months ago. The rest are just short messages showing how much he has change

ng that at least makes me a little relieved is that his pro

another application. A place where many people post happy montages.

ded was a photo of him and Santi holding hands w

will look like. I was lucky to

he said that to Santi? Can't Satrio just appreciate my feelings? Why did he have t

y chest which was very painful. I'm crying again. My sobs were held back so that no one heard the cries. I threw my

There's nothing I can do anymore now. I lay down my body, I drowne

on't have to worry about covering up the

oyed. I have no intention of repairing it anymore, because there are too many mem

be happier seeing my slump. They are already a couple

r Satrio. Really the latter. There will

Now I will repair my life with Heya. Nothing can hurt us again in the future. We wi

I have to recove

eyes. Apparently my crying last night made me relieved because for the past four weeks I'v

I can only

t this parting because I will never come back to you again even th

you here. I will make our story

et past this pain. I've felt a lot of loss, this is just one of the losses that I

hing that can make you fall so you can't get up again. We'll see who is the happiest a

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