Perfect yet imperfect

his shitty town knew the situation between me and Xavier. Thought about

d so many things and feeling with me, who has even broken my heart without noticing

is shoulders and got up, starting to slo

Everyone stared at us. Was he really just that drunk or completely lost his mind? My hands started to shake and cheeks to burn. Is Xavier really willing to kiss me? 
I could still run away or do anything else but my legs stayed the same. Fuck! What if I wanted to kiss him? I know I wanted to. I was wondering how his lips would feel and taste since the fricking sixth grade, when he kissed me on the cheek because I had helped him with his math homework.

me. I saw him leaning closer. He put his a little bit

odded. I don't know how, but I could feel that we both want

spearmint gum as he opened his mouth and kissed me. Really kissed me. His tongue slid into my mouth a

ing this for years already and I felt him starting to

tching us." suddenly he b

ressed against each other,

wn my sides and l

dreamy smile on his face and not his usual smirk. Then he got up and wen

he living room without looking back. It felt like the alcohol

from behind me. Suddenly his a

y but I couldn't help but

" I started to yell at him. He h

way. I know it is but it still hurt to hear th

idea about what I'm

u the right to kiss me!" I yel

whispered and stepp

I hoped I

y I more than just liked it. You're an amazing kisser,

ld be in the future. I already lost you so many times before, I can't

't seem drunk or high, he was just standing the

as well" I stepped back again but he grabbed my wrist and

before leaning down. I felt his lips on my jaw, then moving to my earlobe, slowly sucking on it. A quiet gasp escaped my lips.

like he was miserably asking for more. I caught him by surprise, when I grabbed his chin and s

On Monday everything will suck and will be normal again. Tonight I'll do whatever the hell I want! We came back to the living room and sat down once again, Xavier still not leaving my side. 
Seemed like everyone had forgotten about our steamy kiss. Game was still going on strong, and everyone were yelling around.

rds!" some guy, probably named

ier lightly

hesitation, even though, I was dizzy as fu

ly took the bottle out of my hands. He wasn't in

you every second now." I chuckled and he plac

as low and raspy. "I'd love to." after a minute of trying to calm

if he really wanted to fuck me right now, he was the biggest asshole. He gr

just nodded. Liz winked her

ed upstairs to see if there's any free bedroom. Not so

completely dark and tried to lock it. I finally found a lamp

inst the wall and lifted my body up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my hands w

s to you." he said, while

g my name," he kept talking between ki

pped around him, h

and moved his head away. I groaned at th

bed. "You don't want to have sex with me?" I cried out and with alcohol and all the emotions, I actu

ou so bad! I think deep down I've always wanted you. But I won't fuck you while we

gettable kiss. No one has ever kissed me like that. I could never thought

cuddled while I reste

feel tears threatening to br

and kisses my forehead just as I

u” he says wiping th

.” He says and I lift

I asked as

ucking much, and I’m not going anywhere” h

ut my pinky finger and

ays and kissed my

y after a moment of comfort

” His fac

ou, they are too” he says referring to

starting?” I

nda

asked, genuinely inte

onal ass

e looked d

d to my new grumpy boss or just be informed. I’m also going there immediately after school and leaving for work again before my shift ending by 7pm

ks. Am I happy? I looke

ays and I looked into his gray eyes onc

s begin pouring down my f

I are more than happy to have you stay with us. It’ll be just before you

ca

ther and we’d pay up your parents debts. Their like my own parents

’t” I s

t friend and l love you. Th

ntinued to cry. I’ve forgotten when last I was held like

rd, no matter how little it is, you’d come stay with

romi

over and stay with you. I’m just a phone call away

I say and hug

avie

Hm

love

e you t

ning my eyes out. I groaned and tried to flip on my stomach

lowly opened my eyes, starting to feel the pain and sicknes

losely to his half naked body. All the memories from last night started to hit me all at once. I was ready to

now woke up next to him, and I hated how good it made me feel. I wanted to lightly loosen up his grip and chec

to my ear and said with his raspy and sexy voice

red back, not even trying

closed. He was probably one of the most beautif

ou kept your promise though." I chuc

bered why I started to move away from him in

y minutes to get ou