Perfect yet imperfect

ng kind of used to my horrible, horrible r

void him, there's always this tension between us and I hate it. I don't want to loose

'm going to run out of money soon and the bills need to be paid, I also need to

miled at me when I sat down by our t

n ignoring me. And I've been ignoring him. What we were doing was terribly wrong,

for the weekend?" Noah ask

said that he's too fat,

dude tell you to change yourself,

ight anyways!" he laughe

self." he leaned his ar

it's all good

home and probably will eat two fucking boxes

" I said and opene

oah teased me. Xavier move

t waking up early the next day. And I need to find a tutor, my maths teacher had been blabbing about my gra

hat I suck at math. Practically don't understand a thing there, which was sad bec

ouse. You know, while it's still nice outside.

st summer!" I exclaimed, remembering

tches! I'll get some weed. We could maybe dit

tely get fired. Plus let's just go Sunday and just sleep over there

ked at him with heart eyes. I don't know. It ju

is not!" Noah lau

back of his neck and looking at his plate. "Like until you find someone or someth

hts sounds cool since I'm free then" I sigh and g

g to sacrifice their Saturday night for tutoring, but what other options do I really have, I'm always darn busy. Plu

ole lot easier if things would go back to how they were. I didn't want for

face lit up w

say with an e

y then?"

s and holds my hand as we walk to the next cl

**

as I step off of the bus. And honestly I'm still not use to following the bus. It begun

m regretting it now. About half a mile away from my job, I feel the st

there and decide to go to the store next to the burger shop. I hoped they

I guess this will have to work. I buy the pink flip-flops and start back walking. Within less than ten minutes, the left one breaks, so

mmediately looks at me with a scowl. "You'r

y, Mr. Boss. S

h. Just get to work and d

e more time, I think I'm j

d, putting my bag on

t every hour, doesn't let me tell him about my day as usual and by the time three rolls around I am holding in m

ou have the pape

, I'm

desk and grip my dress, trying to hold

hell are

ping, hair damp, and you only care about yourself. You know just because you're grumpy doesn't mean you have to make everyone else around you that way." I pick up my bag and wa

ruel? What did I ever do to deserve such. I cried and cried till I ran out of tears. I was so thirst

ome see me if he wasn't busy and he said he'd be here in a minute. So I just sat there and waited for him as fresh tear

coming up the stairs. I just sat there as I wa

bbing as he pulled me in a s

fault" he says a

e that quit". "Don't

m" I sobbed

led his fingers on my shou

I want to be with them" I sa

. I'm right here with you" he kept on repeating tho

y really close to me. I screamed and pushed the

d the familiar

t was you" I say trying to hold

ing me off while holding

sks and I burste

lared at me. "I'm gonna go take a sho

your hip, grandpa" I sa

he says and I can fe

with my spear pink towel wrapped aro

asks as he walks to my close

ng your sweats and hoodies

on't wear my tshir

.." I t

and glared at me. "W

I replied

ve you" he went and went

shower, I checked the time

hoodie was longer and stopped mid thigh. I walked downstairs to be met with Xavier in the kitchen.

you making?

and my face falls. I don't have

grocery shopping" he s

don't have

t to hear you talk like this, ever" he s

mean anything at all, I'm just a phone cal

inging his pinky finger

car and begun driving to Walmart. We sat in comfortab

ays and I turn to look at him. I shook

job" I looked at him again and I smil

o all that" I say wit

" he says

please don't l

r" he says and

est friend" he says