Search & Rescue Pt.1 : A Romantic Series

are not my dad so please" she said. Hailey had finally returned from who knows where, it seemed like she had been out shopping, treating herself and doing all the girly things – That

he joint; but Hailey was an occasional smoker and didn't do it all the time. For a good moment we were just smoking in silence, it was peaceful. We had no idea on how we would break the ice regarding the issue at hand, we had to address it first before anything. It wasn't my responsibility to break the ice, she brought me out here so I just waited and enjoyed the blunt while she figured out what's the first thing that she will say to me. "You know why we're here right" she said. "No" I responded. I wasn't about to make it that easy for her, and I wasn't planning on making it difficult either. The attitude that I had was to simply express the way in how I felt, not about her or the sex – but the way in how she went about the whole thing. I personally don't think she should've caused all this drama; it was unnecessary, and I knew she did it on purpose. From my point of view, I felt like she just wanted attention from all of us, especially me. Even though I was upset, I still wanted to hear her out and see where she is coming from. "We need to talk about what happened between us in the m.." , I cut her off – "Before we go any further, what's with all the excitement?" I asked. "What excitement, D?" she said, "Please don't call me D, that name is no longer yours Hails, please stop what you're doing because you're going to get us in trouble and ruin things for all of us" – she started crying, "Hails? Well, that name is no longer yours too Daemon, do you know how long I've waited to feel the way in how you made me feel this morning? Do you know what it's like to watch you love someone else on a daily basis while you pretend like I'm not even there? Do you know how many nights I've cried myself to sleep asking myself why her and not me? Do you know how hard it is to move on from an ex which you live and work with? Do you know how hard it is for me to actually move on and love someone else because I am still caught up on you? On top of that I have to see your face every fucking day, playing lovey-dovey to another woman right Infront of me and I just have to suck it up and pretend that I am okay with it – you have no fucking idea what it feels like" she said. I was crushed, it felt like a bulldozer hit my chest and it felt like a thousand buildings fell on top of me, I felt like the titanic when it first hit that iceberg – I was slowly sinking into her words. Thing is, I always thought that Hailey moved on and was okay with the whole set up, I knew it would bother her at some point, but I didn't think It was THAT deep. The money we made from the operations we had was too sweet, it was enough to make her look the other way. I always knew that one day all these demons would catch up, an