LOVE AND HATE

sex right in front of me; I wrung my hands and moved my feet with nervousness and regret because I knew that g

lancing at him from the corner of m

to kiss me

? we are going to

''NBK'' I had never kissed even the mirror to know if I knew how

to roll these things around ''

, we're not a coupl

fled his long hair

n to my taste that I fou

already coming on top of me and

orst thing was that no matter how much I tried to get my mind back under control, I couldn't, because he was

is hap

ing, thinking of running away, but it was too late because Cristina was mo

s life, I knew he was good. But there w

sbelief and got off me with a frustrate

d the s

oked

at me''

utifull

he liked to give orders and

ved together rubbing in synchrony - and dammit - my body lit up with the realization. However, I still tried to stay in control. I stopped at the exact moment he took off my school uniform and took my bra off, tucking o

stay in control, even though I fel

I said trying to c

ticed that he was almost losing his tempe

air, the back of his neck, and I liked it. I nibbled, kissed a lot and then my reasoning went away, if someone asked what my

pper of my pants and tried to ge

s and a pleading expression I decided to surrender, and it was the wo

ndoms and took off his clothe

e that all that would not fit me; he wasn't affectionate, he didn't ask me if I was a virgin or not, he jus

ight place? He asked

y didn't know. He, who had experience

rds and murmurs he said. But it was hurting a lot and I really

He said and accelerated the movement

, I felt his member pushin

top

pain, but he didn't stop and t

m to stop, the stro

s high in the air and fucking me without any pity. Until I managed to escape and his member came out of me, I we

lief, holding the condom on his astonishingly large me

a curious look in his expression with a little smile on his mouth that made me even m

w '' I growle

t it hurt too much to sit on him. Damn! He was too

stop? '' He asked

and he walked

d switched places with his friend, yes, th

the room was dark, but I kne

pointment to

a

and even had the nerve to give me to his friend. A 'ménage' I didn't even k

e living room

ible.... I gave myse

at the same time, he didn't last long... soon came his release and I took the opportunity to escape from him, but he came at me again, kissing and hugging me trying to manipulate my body, he didn't want to leave

light, looked at me for a few seconds, and asked me to hurr

a lot of pain and a lot of regrets. It felt like so

y laughed at I don't know what, because all I thought was that I wanted to escape to the mountains, far away from them. I started to

e with the sam

you didn't like it? '' He a

ade me furious '' It was just an eclipse; it doesn't always happen. '' I got up and tu

ing so blatantly deceived me, and becau

ughing accompanie

s to put on the clothes an

d impat

or. When we were already out

t was ve

nd only wearing sh

as hell, the

and clenched my f

ook at me and th

day there '' He said with the bigg

e naughty, huh? you don't

course! I da

eart

he girl was in the same class as me! It made it even more disastrous, I felt like a

was so great that I wanted

nt along the way talking about how good he was in bed, how much he f

gotten myself into. The next day, on the afternoon shift, I saw him at school, and of course

ad been used like that and d

t lik

did.... as much as I didn't want to, it seemed automatic. I also forced myself to ignore him when I saw him, I

ying that I had lost my virginity and that I was in sin, and on top of that being used as a slut. It would be super bad my reputation in front of my whole family,

e and ended up skipp

understand why I felt these things for him if I didn't want to feel them. Until one day Cri

as such a jerk to me? Why was I feeling this way about him? They were too confusing feelings to deal with. He had become lik

e for extended time studies and again, I was

friends. Me with his f

pened last time to happen again! '' I said, alr

t me. Josh is into you, he wants

there, it was j

first time, this one

eek god on his couch, watching m