PAID FOR PLEASURE

ENNA'S P

driving. I can't believe it. I am freaking driving!!! I laugh, squeal and scream with extreme excitement. What the hell was dad talking about?

day show this to him so he won't have a

n this. I laugh excitedly as I swerve to the right thro

red.... What the fuck..... I am taken aback as I step Immedia

ffic officials. What the heck am I saying? It's already almost night and the

is now pumping with both fear, excitement and adrenaline as I look at intervals from the dashboard back to my

k this. I have to be careful and cautious. I also h

is about to explode. While searching with extreme discomfort, I decide to use my phone's torc

the

the brake stopping the car immediately. I wait and listen but there is no sound again. I frown and look around me. What was that? I gulp wi

with fright but there is still no response. "What...." I nervously step down from the car slowly an

it around squinting my eyes. I slowly walk towards the front of the vehicle when my eyes catch something. I look

shi

tank? Panic shakes my veins. Shit. D

the car when a horrific sight ma

Spiri

ver my mouth with my hands nearl

ck

.. it's blood and...and... It's from a fellow lying helplessly

my G

right as I look around

ively. Shit. I rake my finge

have just fucking killed a man!!! Oh god. I g

my cocoon of culpability. I jerk up immediatel

s beside me and I look up slowly to see my colleagu

ce. "I fell asleep on duty again, didn't i?" I ask as they nod. I sigh de

teps closer. "Are you sure y

" I bite my lip. "I am good. I

ind finishes it for me an

d Jenna. Why don't

e. I am good, seriously. I am okay. It's fine you guy

n't have to put yourself through this much pressure Jenna.

a message from mom. She is informing me that she won't be able to make it home as she

essing herself out every single moment all because of me, what

See you la

iff and look up at both Harper and Sean staring at

I look at my wrist watch. "My shift is al

ession I have carried for two years now due to the aching severing guilt haunting me. I can't wash it away from my senses. I ca

over the counter at the early morning cost

p out. " I say with a big smile and Sean nods. Ha

taring at me like he wants t

ing. I uh.. I am just.... Worri

hand on his shoulder. " You

k over to the

this all. The death of my father months ago, the misfortune of my family's business.. The never endin

have to pay for my atrocity. An atrocity committed

alling the end of my shi

up." I say a

I don't think we would be able to save you from the boss next

nd hug her. "Thank

ing my way to the changing room. Sean comes out of nowhere weilding a tray with two empty cu

?" I nod and he drop

. Come on." I raise a

new." I say

t's

I want to get changed." I say and he laughs. It seems like he ha

ad. I didn't mean it that

to the dressing room and open it. I step in while he waits outside it not without

rning back to my saddened state. I bite my lip and lean against the door. I glance at my wrist watch. I still have more than enough time before school resumes. I sigh. I

e happy.. at all. I am a fucking manslayer. I blink slowly trying to wipe the tears away from my

ing at a corner of the room with a hanger. I put it on immediately and wipe

still at the door leaning against the wall as he types something into

one?" I chu

against my shoulder. "I will be on my

rying??" Shit. Why the hell does he

y head. "No. Somethin

strated side so he will leave me the fuck alone. But I can't bring myself to do it. I know he is just so worr

h I d