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nd smiled to himself as well. This made feel stupid and uncomfortable. I felt like explaining my self to show that I have all my screws intact and am actually not crazy. I was put out o

er contact me it won't sting any where. I'm certainly the only person who lies to themselves this way. I am sure of it. The time was now 16h47 and girl had no ambition to get into the water and actually bath. I ordered a large box of triple decker pizza when It arrived I had it all by myself with some wine and I was now paying for it. I've never felt this lazy and full. Mica and I are honestly the only ones that know that I drink alcohol. The family that my mom got married into is very religious. Me and my sis were actually forced to wake up every Sunday morning to prepare for Sunday school. But I eventually became a Sunday school drop-out because of all the tantrums I threw and the noise I made when I got there. Cammy completed the 'course' and actually got a certificate but now that papa(Our step father) is gone we both don't even go to church anymore. Mom does but she's a firm believer of one making their own decisions. She's always preaching that if something doesn't make you happy, never set yourself on fire to keep others warm. Never bend over backwards to make others comfortable. I'm not worried about her finding out that I do drink cause she won't be dramatic about it. She'll only tell me to have limits. Anyway I'm rambling. I opt for a shower instead of a bath cause it's quicker. While I'm in there, my phone beeps. I quickly took a towel from where I hang them, turned off the faucet with the most speed and jumped out to my bedroom like I was expecting a message from SA lotteries. I get disappointed upon the discovery that it was just a mere "Thanks sis" from Cammy. I sink my wet self on the bed and scroll throu

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