Affair with the Rockstar
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Chapter 114Â It got so bad
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Released on: 30/05/2023
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th depression, obsession, and self-loathing. I knew I was hurting Ryan by being around him
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1 Chapter 1 I once heard a question 2 Chapter 2 Derek Kane was3 Chapter 3 Four Years Ago 4 Chapter 4 I heard the key5 Chapter 5 But I played 6 Chapter 6 The answer sent thrills7 Chapter 7 Derek was still watching 8 Chapter 8 PRESENT DAY 9 Chapter 9 Four Years Ago 10 Chapter 10 I was folding laundry 11 Chapter 11 I threw him12 Chapter 12 As advertised, though 13 Chapter 13 I was about two hundred feet14 Chapter 14 I thought about it 15 Chapter 15 I was expecting our 16 Chapter 16 They ended up 17 Chapter 17 The kitchen was lovely 18 Chapter 18 We'd been trailing 19 Chapter 19 Shanna, Derek 20 Chapter 20 Kevin. I whirled21 Chapter 21 The next day passed22 Chapter 22 Not until Monday 23 Chapter 23 There was one extraordinary 24 Chapter 24 My eyes snapped open 25 Chapter 25 Present Day 26 Chapter 26 Four Years Ago 27 Chapter 27 Present Day 28 Chapter 28 Four Years Ago 29 Chapter 29 I stood up graceles30 Chapter 30 He didn't need to be told 31 Chapter 31 I grabbed a couple 32 Chapter 32 After I signed my 33 Chapter 33 Kevin knew something was different 34 Chapter 34 I was remembering all these things 35 Chapter 35 Derek Kane 36 Chapter 36 We walked out of the bar37 Chapter 37 We walked from the elevator 38 Chapter 38 Ryan turned back to the 39 Chapter 39 So, the summer after you 40 Chapter 40 The staples center was41 Chapter 41 As the opening act set up42 Chapter 42 The first thing I heard 43 Chapter 43 Thirty minutes and two encores44 Chapter 44 I stood on the outside 45 Chapter 45 I composed myself 46 Chapter 46 The backstage party47 Chapter 47 The backstage party had been crazy 48 Chapter 48 Ten hours after I'd 49 Chapter 49 It was a long ass night 50 Chapter 50 I was nervous 51 Chapter 51 He was dressed in jeans52 Chapter 52 Despite my wounded 53 Chapter 53 I had a couple of hours 54 Chapter 54 There was maybe 55 Chapter 55 The concert was over56 Chapter 56 We burst out the back 57 Chapter 57 We s58 Chapter 58 His lips grazed59 Chapter 59 Short of an orgasm 60 Chapter 60 First he flipped me61 Chapter 61 After a long hot shower 62 Chapter 62 It happened pretty quickly 63 Chapter 63 Things weren't morose64 Chapter 64 Once I got close 65 Chapter 65 Our encounter shower66 Chapter 66 He strolled over to us67 Chapter 67 When Derek and I68 Chapter 68 On the way69 Chapter 69 As soon as we were70 Chapter 70 Ryan and I got71 Chapter 71 We finally reached 72 Chapter 72 We made love 73 Chapter 73 When I awoke the next morning 74 Chapter 74 The first thing I did 75 Chapter 75 Twenty four hours later 76 Chapter 76 You know those scenes77 Chapter 77 I woke up the next 78 Chapter 78 I was pretty pissed79 Chapter 79 Killian's little parable 80 Chapter 80 I woke up the next morning in his bed81 Chapter 81 Jesus it was good 82 Chapter 82 In the midst of all 83 Chapter 83 I love him for that 84 Chapter 84 It wasn't like she 85 Chapter 85 After the show at86 Chapter 86 Actually things got a lot 87 Chapter 87 The night 88 Chapter 88 We wr89 Chapter 89 So, amidst all the hot90 Chapter 90 It all came91 Chapter 91 The last concert92 Chapter 92 I was watching the light 93 Chapter 93 After an hour mopping 94 Chapter 94 I got out my cell phone 95 Chapter 95 It's the eternal question 96 Chapter 96 I turned back 97 Chapter 97 After a nearly sleepless 98 Chapter 98 After a few minutes 99 Chapter 99 By 10am, I found 100 Chapter 100 I didn't find out