She hides the truth from me 01

easure escapes from between her lips. I watch her out of t

rie silence

nce, a question

d you i

e. A shy smile stretches her lips. I shou

now each oth

g woman is full of mystery.

or almost a month and I still h

man and not being able to kno

ns with improbable answers or

ka

us on m

thed in a red sauce with lots of stuff in it

en chopsticks betwe

ho handles the chopsticks wi

of my unknown d

cheek. I cough violently, a laugh fills the

in my mouth die

olding her ribs. All eyes are on us, an

I laughed as I had

alive and it i

ading in the corner of her eyeli

e you've eaten Chin

eyes of my young shrink. I refill my glass

that

a laugh befor

spiciest dis

the corner of the t

name of the dish I chose. A small smile freezes fo

the

t I have the impression to see sadness in her eyes. But this is quickly

least to know if

racking smile and I ans

things you don't

son in front of my

her lower

esire in me that I always f

iscover all the

eply when Elsa

that had been buil

and grabs her cell phone

to her eyes, her smil

p and heads for the e

my food, pec

through the

Her eyebrows are furrowed at their peak. Anger ca

young woman wit

n the moss-covered pavement. This facet of ange

in an impeccable bun. She marve

ything. She repeats

rks in the flowered

fe turns towards me. Her

k, g

he hallway. I leave th

ever

Her feet tap the kitchen floor. He

irst

le a s

oom door and hide in

the front door bri

s replaced h

mergency, but it

not s

fingernails tap slowly

xiety takes po

ou sti

es her glance in mine. Her blue eyes have lost

s, don'

oung woman intrigues me. I have an intense des

we are here: to ge

little abou

ebrows

out

appears

yes, w

he swallows her mouthf

psychology this year. I was lucky enough that Dr. Haddock r

getting to know Elsa keeps my demons away a

t of my bubble of loneliness and converse without

tion. I want to understand this

ou choose

glow anymore makes me feel bad for h

felt like g

ning through my head. As always she answered what I least expected

r a living? We've neve

rely touched except for the egg

't gone through my fil

way and she replies staring at m

y questions so I can have the pleas

hrough my hair

t a grea

h escapes from

. But you'll at least a

corner of the red tablecloth, I weigh the pros

irway Market, in the morning and otherwise the rest of

ife. Deep down, I'm glad to have

u have

forgotten that this young

kit

on her chair and brings it closer to the

ou have studie

s takes me. Talking ab

I don't want to break this friendly a

n't w

tches a strand of her blon

lip as if she is s

several times and fi

your q

on me. A shy smile

you like. I think that nowadays, we have the possibility to

talking way too much. And her question puts me in an uncomfortable posit

nge that you got into a profession

. My heart

ht. But appearances a

time her answer

m of questions c

ould ask her each quest

ur eyes during a time that

te with slanting eyes who clears her t

. Elsa has a small shy smile on the f

y on the corner of the table. On this tray, t

e brunette disappeared a

okie on the left and I g

at my ps

re heard at

the little piece of pap

voice comes to v

orce that can stop

ze towards th

iculty the small piece

oud, the message of

dy close, those of the

small paper

heart slowly

ce makes so

ost eyes to

in the same

at her, she smi

ween my fingers. In the sa

Octobe

ping on the steeri

Nirvana echoes in th

fic

to get used to when yo

anger because this mornin

watch this little brown girl playing

foot on t

houghts are sucked away by

h

n my

clock did

et

boxer. I shower in 5 minutes. When I get out of t

eyes. I cross the hallway naked, hiding my male attribu

room to get dressed with the cl

I meet a

slight transformation sin

unk and tu

through my wet

my mind is fogged b

ing this shirt. This garment is my last memory of her in good h

garment ac

don't lik

t and grab the fir

ad towards the little pink d

ncess'

om. I gently pull the black

eet cross

face, her closed eyelids hide her dark brown eyes. Her long curly b

her bed, the mattress

I delicately caress her

kes up

n eyes open, sh

ck her covers. Her little feet trea

small oak cupboard that

and watch her little hands t

ppears on

when I remember t

dressed, I go downsta

the stairs v

ed. A pang of pain in

rn m

l over the

. I walk to the kitc

wer, grab the little bottle

e kitchen island

he milk on to heat. I go into the