Love in bed

t my stuff on the seat and was a

t's why you're in the

nk that he wants to be ne

mokok lookin

go. Is one of his three pers

er in HBLE? In their meeting? Or

he door. I walked closer to the f

ere silent until we got home. I even f

hen Ethan got the c

ack. After I got my things, I went straight into the house. I felt tha

n to me so I won't pay

ediately. What is there, if he has a problem?

key to having a healthy relations

il

m. Because of the weight I was carrying, I couldn't return h

for Lily for a long time. I told y

Ethan clinging to me. He t

Aunty," h

odded. "Let

room first, Ma.

at they had to say a

o my bed. I put my things there. I

I was just sitting on the bed when there was a kn

king to see who was shouting. But what I have in mind

om without warning. I was like the wind he just passed through. I

ig. But now that I saw him sitting there, my

f him. He looked up at me innocen

s. I don't like that we don't work together and avoid each other. You know tha

or bad fight. It's just a one-day

I fell asleep early. The next day I apologized to h

e doesn't answer calls either. Until it lasted for thre

since I can't visit him in their dorm. So I constantly

I was just hurt that he could tolerate me for so long. As for me,

g me 'baby'. we are fine. It was as if nothing had happened. So I was

ve paid attention to me if I

ay again. I love him that much. Sometimes, he teases me about that video

ting in their dorm like that. You know how sad you are? Because you

Gamer, he said he only played games for the past thr

wo of us. It is said that I am the one at fault, so I should be the o

m him. He sent flowers and even cooked my fa

ng down right away," I trie

started to smirk,

away. I tasted more bec

you

lking voice on me. See? He very knew me, how to g

ith you,

ery time? You never fail to put butterflies inside my stomach. To fly a

Then later on, my annoyance will fa

" I an

e? On how I acted earlier?" I didn't answer

e pulled me c

ghs. His hands were wrapped ar

You want to know w

e cat. He is hypnotizing me.

ng that I can't control. Remember the day that I trapped you at the

earlier because he was jealous? And did

urprised lo

e said he was jealous in

y hands. He held it and brought it to his lips. H

sible things to happen plays inside my head. Like, what if you f

t me?" I interrupte

iously. "Those bastards ar

what bothers him so he ignor

ke then, he suddenly confe

n Gavyn approaching me so he a

e only one, when we

't pay attention to me. He was talking to other

t's why I'm annoyed by hi

with the intensity of jealousy y

His cousin who has a child now. I have neve

he Philippines. He i

s cheeks and looked s

ove

lips. Our lips met for ten seconds before I pull

om his confinement to me. I walked away from

ady there? You're

his lips as he approached me. He put his hand on both sides, holding

s that I just felt that our lips were moving together. My hand

ent down my chest. When he touc

cause he put his hand in m

. While he was doing that, his hand con

ry because of wh

.. hm

when Ethan stuck himself to me. I felt something hard stabbing

allo

of kissing is fast and aggressive. B

ast. Our foreheads are touching. I let go of the sleeve of his clo

inside my clothes, it w

e mine is the same. The lump in his neck moved due to swallowing.

as if he had run a few meters. I could feel the speed

because the bulge in his mid

I whispered.

say. Shame and wilderness lead

.." h

somet-thin

e back. Let's hug for a m

you s

ing through a lot of trouble in his life

I know my limitations. I'm okay with just making out or to just kiss y

gged him back.

ter. "I'll miss y

eat, Mama was gone. Sister Sally said that Mama ate first

room. I fixed Mama's blanket and ki

n my room. In his tigh

tap on my shoulder. I

to me. I rubbed my e

ng to be la

om. Then I went out to get dressed. I saw Ethan sitting on my

o get dressed. I sat down in front of my vanity chair. I combed my h

ace was frowning. "Why?

his hea

? It's like heaven and ear

"You're still able to laugh, huh? Well, this is our last day together, a

not possible baby. You have to come in an

ach other, it's still hard. How can it be now? I'm not used to not being with you or talking to you. I

he said. I just hug

e was going to r

Because maybe later, this will be the last day I will see him.

second that will pass by.

into his eyes before I kissed him

ther longer, I won't

l, he's not literally leaving. But that seems to be the case. The o

ss his sadness, what he

go with him,

," I sincer

me for our

love you so much," h

seen Ethan

to talk three times. They are not allowed

to talk properly. Sometimes, he calls me when I'm about to

a day or hour went by

f the day hastened. For the next time I wa

because I told them that Ethan had rehearsals.

mpany rehearsing. Case in point, they are rehearsing at the venu

sleeping there too.

is.

o Gavyn wh

ro have decreased. Apparently, he is like that only on select days. Th

efer the way h

es

e," he said and tur

s office. It wasn't very busy in the kitchen because it was just afte

hey are done with work, they will have a place to s

de. I like them, unlike when I was in an

se the five of us are the first

ice door closed, I grab

He had a little something on

working on beverages was

lowed. "I gu

avyn pl

vyn

sserts. So I want to know if you can handle making desser

nd I thank you'? Tha

the main dishes. What I learned is more appropriate bec

ging. the palm

er making the

up questions? Is it defense? Oh! I haven

, you're our roommate,

riend I will be caught as a cheat on

se? It's Ethan! I laughed in my mind. I

I said. Isn't that right? Isn't it obvious t

! So this Ch

ign you to the kitch

ay.

le to get dressed. It's Anne's birthday today,

s and button down. I took the paper

fumes. Because I can't thi

over again. But is he still choosy?

e with the birthday o

front of him. I also put the gif

ppy bir

table. "I bet you're still really distract

n just give it back to me.

ke! But th

s of the paper bag and immediately looked at his lips

m. I posted it on my IG stories, yours on my pe

lphone down when I receiv

n: h

y to him but anothe

t to call you b

me once you'r

miss Anne happ

eful going ho

love yo

one with th

e with Anne for dinner I

: I love

my sling bag. "Happy

hanks. You can greet me but

lucky to be greeted by an idol

ordered expensive ones. It's only free once so I made the most

er. Also tell si

nne. "Thank you for the dinner too.

I can't eat anything from my beau

mbrace. I opened my bag

ch do y

his arms. "Five million is fin

lready took my son from me, and you'r

e the of

ule. Because it was his birthday, I took him here. I hugged him again before saying g

the bag I used behind the door. I went

om when my cell phone rang. I t

el

ed his line s

th

mm

lieved.

the tiredness was

poor," then I ent

ere's nothing wrong with what I'm doing, right? It's not ob

st clean my body. But because I wanted t

s are short and I can't sleep proper

maybe you should stop thinkin

he only cure for this is to se

a we

What's

d. I picked it up and put it back in the co

e you in th

idn't answer. I sped up t

all I'll call you back on

d. I am ashamed of myself. Later what will Ethan thin

night routine. He answ

you d

rry I didn'

way, where did you

conversation, I brea

You moving me into the kitchen and