The sinful lust experience

traditional girl’s (Janet's) bonding with her brother-in-law changed into

strongly towards achieving her goal. How she achieved successfully got her

tro note. Janet wi

don’t believe in describing my beauty myself. This is someone else to judge my beauty. But I be

age. These things indicate that I look beautiful for guys around me. I appreciate my

ressed his thought of sharing my personal experience as a wonderful story, I was a bit hesitant, to begin with. Later I felt it

uld have questioned myself a few years back that whether I would have had lust on my brother-

ection for him has increased slowly over the months. I reached a frantic stage where I seriously ne

ese confusions and found that I have breached the state of confusion. I very clearly decid

to seduce him dropping my saree as u see in movies, I want dignity and respect from him as his respectable sister-i

It is a greater danger that I will lose his trust, admiration and even the current relationship. I truly value

ter in law. Anyway, I strongly believe that magic will happen if my faith in God is true. If all my

le to achieve my lifetime goal of attaining him without losing my respect as his sister-in-law. That time I real

d to explain all of the incidents in a chain of events, so I need to explain in detail. So I k

with high moral values and culture. I never ever engaged in any filthy activities during m

sty. I was very determined that my hubby should be the first and only person to

marry him. And I love him beyond everything in the world. I’m naturally good in heart and have toler

ly member’s heart because of my kind and good qualities. Vivek and his family’s top pr

to me after a few interactions. I helped him with his studies and he shined well. He became close to me to help me

n him. I just treated him in a brother sort of relationship. Aah, I have to tell about ho

ction by making/cooking delicious items for him time to time and taking care of him. The whole of

well as this is the only reason they both fight intensely. Edmond is fond of movies and he

is highly worried that Edmond’s movie interest will introduce unnecessary distraction with his

Edmond did well in his academics. I coached him well and got very good marks in his final examination. Man

l. I try to strike balance between both of them when they take this topic and started quarreli

arted in the family again. Edmond stood firm to proceed his career by enrolling into Veecom. Also

ll in engineering studies. Heated discussions crossed limits where Victor started raising h

id concern about the success/winning rate of an acting career. He worried that Edmond will spoil his life w

r’s concern and justification of why Victor is adamant. On the other end, Edmond shared his justifi

or me, it became tough to convince both of them and bring them to a common ground. I told E

cannot succeed, your entire career/life is lost. You cannot start academics later. At the same time, I respect your opinion that ca

What is i

nterest in movie acting career. But you need to have a backup car

l other movie-related classes like acting, dancing. We as a family will support you. You just need t

. In case if you don’t succeed in it, you should seriously pursue engineering. During the course of study, you should

ined this decision to my hubby Victor. Victor was still very hesitant to agree with this d

s on his studies as well. I insisted that we need to trust Edmond and we need to make him

. Victor quickly grabbed a good position with a reputed engineering company with an excellent pay

earned more than enough to live a posh luxury life. Edmond joined an engineering college. He got

the new lifestyle in Chicago. Ours is a three bedroom apartment. We have one bedroom f

ening times with Edmond to mentor his engineering studies. He kept his promise of studies. Also, he joine

around places, shops in his bike when Victor gets delayed coming back home from hi

s job. Victor’s company liked his performance a lot. They wanted him to oversee a Meg

other hand, the offer is very lucrative in nature and a big boost for his career. Con

been apart after our marriage so far. At the same time as a matured girl, I could understa

will come every 3 months for a break. Finally no o

concern about safety and security as Edmond is wit

ne. Because I never saw or thought him in any such angle. Moreover, Edmond is also a gent

the airport to send off Victor. I broke down seeing Victor leaving me. I cried on his shoulder wit

y, after all, emotional drama, we waved bye. I and Edmond headed back home. It was a late ni

being alone with Edmond in privacy at home. But this time I felt different because it is a new home. We just r

ns within this closed door will be secret from the world. I un-intentionally co

ediately shook my head violently scolding myself, chee chee what sort of cheap think

W, SIL = Sister in law). There is nothing beyond this. Even thinking like that is a sin.”