No Hero
that
attacked and defended my own conduct down to that hour, when I ought to have been formulating its logical conclusion, and during my unprofitable deliberations the night had aged and altered (as it were) behind my back. There was no more music in the drawing-room. There were no more people under the drawing-room
be," I answered, laughing as I rose
es in her turn, though rather nervously
and yet he had not forbidden me to tell her. Poor Bob was more subtle than I had supposed, b
id I. "But I am afraid you won't s
" asked Mrs. Lasce
gain time in which to decide how to make th
so please will you
itting gravity, "is climbing
ev
t he has
did he
e ago, with a c
ld you
as he was
a sudd
less, I
on was wrapped up as on the earlier night, in the same unconventional combination of rain-coat and golf-cape; but now the hood hung down, and the s
celles at last. "I suppose it reall
was partly why he went. In all human probability we shall have him back safe and sound, and fearfully pleased with himself, long before this time to-morrow. Meanwhile, Mrs. L
d?" said Mrs. La
bly; "and if it wasn't so late
et it over, b
er that she shrugged so contemptuously, toward the ligh
d to sit, but in any case I needn't keep you many minutes. Bob Evers," I continued, as my suggestion was tacitly accepte
t app
it," said I, as we sauntered on our way side by side. "It was difficult to believe,
dee
had propos
waited, but
I added with d
nly by my companion's measured s
by!" I i
ain Clephane?" asked Mrs. Lascelle
gs. But can it be tr
is t
you didn't give him
since he seems to have told you everything, neither do I know why you should a
fforded me abundant satisfaction. I was over-eager
you w
l wh
se th
ppeared to be surveying me with equal resentment and defiance. I, on
less emotion and more dignity than her bearing had le
s conscious of the weakness of saying it again, and it alone, b
r, was not unfru
elles, "how old do you
ith obvious gallantry. "But I
ut I was married before I was his ag
old her) if one looked upon the woman as she was, and only difficult in the prejudicial light of her matrimonial record. I did not add these th
he world?" said Mrs. Lascelles, quoting m
had to concede. "Only
age, even if I had been fifteen years older, instead of five or six. It's the old story, from the man's point of view. Y
ir. "I never said that, or any
in your mind. I was unhappy, I did wrong, so I can never be happy, I can never do right!
eiterated, and with some slight effect this time. M
r deep voice vibrant with scornful indig
d meant every word, as I looked at her well in the moonlight
, Captain
honoured with a contemptuo
and not a boy, and still less the only child
se!" It seemed, however, to soften her, or at least to change the current of
that I got on wit
even fond
te f
ble person, that she and I couldn't p
I, almost wearily. "You must know wh
scelles
rather die than let you marry him at his age. I don't say she's wrong-I don't say she's right. I give you the plain fact for what it is worth: you wou
ed least to remember; but the vision faded before the moonlit reality of
marry him," she said,
by separating mother and son, and end by making both their
last words; for the bold smile faded from her face, and she loo
exceedingly well," Mr
ago," I guard
my companion, "that you ha
to be the very reverse in answer to it, and I shied idiotically at the honest lie. I had qu
came out here?" pers
tive tone to close the subject. There was a pause. I began to
les, "that you saw Mrs. Evers
too lat
fact," I answere
had my face to the moon, and Mrs. Lascelles had her back. Y
never to have to
you
is mother just
ll him," I s
y of you, Capt
now my only chance, "it was only natural. Bob was rather r
, y
they fe
es
tales, and that I had come out to have an eye on him, if he had
ow I was committed to an attit
been some truth in it?"
I agreed,
e between us and the moon. I was sorry for that. I felt that I was missing something.
his mother, you heard a report, and you volunteered or at least consented to come out and keep a
was fro
s," I admitt
can guess. One does not stay in hotel after hotel without getting a pretty shrewd idea of the way people talk about one. I know
en to was also the greatest gossip in the hotel. She paid no attention to the remar
e, and your worst fears were confirmed. That must have been an interesting moment.
y," I said, stolidly, though wi
ce, Captain Clephane, to a really chivalrous young man?" I bowed my head to the well-earned taunt. "But," she w
ou," I answered quite honestly; "because
lthough subtle return of the good-nature which had always attract
fectly si
the soft new tone which actually flattered me with the
e this
she almost
d t
it was the harder to give her the only advice which I considered compatible alike with my duty and the varied demands of the situation. If she took it as she seemed disposed to do, the immediate loss would be mine, and I foresaw besides a much more disagreeable reckoning with Bob Evers than the one now approaching an ami
refuse him under such circumstances that he couldn't possibly b
r low voice. And I fancied there was a kindr
st of us." (Her hand lay loose in mine.) "Mrs. Lascelles, I should go to-morrow morning" (her hand fell away altogether)
om my companion. But no other soul was near us, though I looked all ways. It
u would commit yourself to that finishing touch of impudence! Certainly it is an opportunity, his being out of the way. You were not long in making use of it, were you? It wil
eet voice, and drawn up in every inch of the tall straight figure. I do not remember whether the moon was hid or shining at the moment. I only know that my lady's eyes shone bright enough for me to see them t
ach other if I was wise. Then I lifted my hat, and offered my c
. "It is to pass the time until he knows his
ain, and my eyes followed hers. A great
ly free from the smaller emotions which it had been my own unhappiness to inspire. It was the real woman who had spoken out once more, suddenly, perhaps