Finding Love Again.

und. I could see everything, but I couldn't hear a single word. T

you say?" I asked my sister, Ethan? Are

.." Ethan ma

aying anything? I asked

were filled with guilt but I could tell she was serious about it. I could not stop myself from laughing. But I wasn't happy. It felt like I was dreaming-a horrible dream. When she finally s

melted ice cream with the empty cone. Tears flooded my eyes, and I didn

ouldn't. I felt blurry and my throat feeling dry ,I couldn't breathe, I was hot and I wanted to c

ed in. I was a mess, I couldn't think, I didn't want to. I

nly thing I

*

That's Victoria. My best friend and right now, the only person I wanted to see. But as I dropped from the cab and the driver helped me wit

I watched her as she ran out again and appeared seconds later with my luggage. Without saying anything else, she went inside a room and came out later with a glass filled with yellow liquid. It was probably lemonade, but I didn't want to drink anythin

pened? Why are you crying? We weren't supposed to see till later. Weren't

I said not able to

ster..." "Merid

matter?" She ask

est, it hurt even more as I said it out loud. I br

ying loudly now. My body grew weak, and the chai

ther? and your twin sister is pr

ed with anger

g up at every moment,she knew I could not stop the tears,I didn't know ho

now , it felt like a one sided relationship but I didn't expect him to stoop so low to impregnate your twin when he knows how you feel about him but he is such a disgusting fellow that does not deserve your

make me go through this. Stop crying, please. Besides, you can't keep crying for that loser , he does not deserve your tears and you just got back after so many years , although we met frequently when you were in Europe , you need to get your life figured out. You can't le

for a job before coming and the interview is tomorrow." " "That's what you remember? Vickie asked teasingly, what about our day out?" I laughed a little again. Vickie was right. I was

**

dreams were scary. I still couldn't believe my sister slept with the man that was I was in love with and was pregnant for him. Wait that was

know how to deal with this nor did I know how to feel,maybe that was because E

both of us and come to think of it, maybe he never loved me. I just assumed he did. I was such an idiot and a fool. I fe

kie dragged me o

s just about

ak, I managed to say as I pulled

yesterday's stress but there no time to dwe

id feeling ti

when she raised her hands and brought them together in a silent clap like she was praying. "I'm okay- really."

r since she have been so close and I'm closer to Victoria than my twin sister . I knew we were meant for each other. At least I made the right choice with her. "Get up! Else, I'll leave you behind. Besides you

Vickie. Yes, Vickie is mean and crazy , we might seem similar in character but we are totally different and I did

ted out. "Your bag! Do you have it? And the documents we prepared yesterday?" "Relax Maggie Simpson, I've packed everything. They're in my black bag over there." "

r interview." "Let me at least hear what he's going to sa

ept maybe that I didn't tell you about the marriage thing , but ducking that's a long story I didn't want you to find out about the pregnancy like that." He didn't do anything wrong? Apparently, I had been angry with a man who did

ays never ready or interested so I never took you seriously and I thought we were just having fun

lationship. I would go out of my way, to remind him about his meetings , sometimes leave Netherlands to meet in a nearby country when he comes to Europe . I would cook for him. Yeah , He made sexual advances to me and I decli

was probably still mad at me for taking the call. To be honest, I could only think about the call, E

me. "Second, you still won't have a job if you miss this interview." I heard her drop the phone on a table and approach me where I had crotched painfully with my black heels and tight skirt. "I told you not to pick up the call. Now, you see why." She paused for a while, walked around me and went to sit on a

nute, or I'm leaving you to sulk over a ma

is - spilling harsh truth like it was her job. She was right about everything.

dered over the lines again. I replaced my nude lips with a bright, saucy red. Staring at the mirror, I said to Vicki