Tainted Desires.

mile is on his face as he sees people he knows well. Grabbing h

'Donnell?" She smiles po

y, Deana. Stil

ars and seems to have about as much luck with her Master's as he does with his submissives

showing her shock. "Oh Deana, I do it myself. I notice you doing it, turning down every Master who

, Mr O'Donnell. The man I crave is long gone, and can and never will come back. I

hetically. He hadn't kn

as a wonderful husband and Master. So, what about you

ould agree to be my submissive in a heartbeat, that heart would shatter pretty quickly as I can't let her love me, no matter how much she longs to. I can't leave my wife." He

ying so you get ju

t my arse with a whip anyway if I touched his little gir

the bad guys as if giving a warning she won't settle down any time soon. Sitting, he continues drinking, watchi

g got totally fucked up on

ked up. They had both taken time off together. A body da

Donnell?" He turns

w and offered you a position as his

consider it, Mr O'Donnell. What is the worst that

ards it. He stands still watching as Ethan meets the woman and smiles at her, his hand reaching out. Jax laughs. Well, there goes that one. He watches as they walk off through the building, his eyes following them, watching as Ethan's arm wraps around her. Seeing he

he is kind enough in front of people, he also likes his drugs. His hands bang on the door again

e stares at he

mind leaving us to it?" Sh

God I will drag your arse o

u would get in so much shit from the manager

hem, so just try it. Now, move!" He shouts at her, his hand

wants to

now who she is, right?" He looks at Jax

s up. "I didn't know. I swear, had I known it w

on the bed getting comfier. Jax feels his muscles tense. Damn, this woman! Jax moves, grabbing Melodie from the bed. He throws her over his shoulder as she scre

!" Her hands hit his back. His h

to sit down." He walks to his car. Throwi

Nodding, she sits back. Even she isn't foolish enough to fight him right now.

Can't fuck me but won't

want to. You were just about to hop into bed with one of

k to the road. "Come on, Jax, just let me go back. I go every week. It has been years since you even asked me what I have don

Jax? Still shagging the

o I don't have to deal with your shit anymore. You're fucking stupid. The fact you go there proves it, and you only mention Roxanne because she gets what you c

ar." She looks at him. His eyes avoi

rather stay faithful to someone you know loves someon

usly, don't fucking

can't go telling my dad that a guy made me cry, can you?

ut. Moving, he follows her, hearing the front door s

now." Her head stays down as she shakes it. His hand reaches out and pushes her chin up to look at

No, you have to step in and stop me from being happy. I don't want you. Why would I want someone so scared of lo

e for years, and you're still alone. Maybe you're the issue." She stands staring at him, shocked. Damn it!

e real reason you don't want me and think I am the issue in relationships." He stands looking at her confused. She loves him, or would if he gave her a chance, and he can't ri

es. It is hideous, awful. She usually hides it well. Tonight she took a ris

deserve you. You deserve someone who will drown in all the beauty you have but also th

ck there, Jax, go get the perfect ones without any marks." She tries pushing him a

ase stop crying and thinking you're repulsive. You're not. Hell, Melodie, I saw all the guys watching you tonight,

will just make this worse. Just go, J

ng to reg