Her Second Chance Mate.

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Valle

bitch likes seeing me sad, because why would I always be the one to do the ultrasound while we have other pack doctors in here. It’s like he wants me to make a slight mistake and get thrown out of this pack. The problem is I do want to be out of here but I’m not sure my heart would be able to take the pain. Rain goes Gaga without seeing this guy in twenty-four hours. I know it’s torture being here but I’m very sure it will be a bigger torture leaving this pack where my mate is. For fuck sake, it took me years before I even saw this motherfucker I call my mate. I’m thirty-five years old, I’m ready to beg him to take me back and reject Mary. The reason why I’m waiting each and every day is for them to have an argument and split. I don’t mind taking care of Mary’s child. I’m that love-sick, yet Declan treats me anyhow. My prayer every day is for Mary to find her mate. I cleaned up Mary’s stomach with some wipes and told her she could go. Her pup is doing fine. Declan turned back and said to Mary. I just want to ask Dr. Roselyn some questions baby please wait in the hallway for me then he pecked her lips. “Roselyn, I saw your wolf fighting to gain control during the ultrasound, I have told you countless times, I do not love you and I don’t want you harming my mate in any way” Declan growled. Alpha Declan what else do you want me to do, you fucking bring your mate everywhere in my space to frustrate me. It’s a miracle I haven’t snapped yet and broken her neck. Before a twinkling of an eye, Declan’s hand was wrapped around my neck, squeezing the daylight out of me and he already lifted me high and pushed me toward the ceiling. I was finding it hard to breathe. I raised my hands and tried moving his hands but it proved abortive. Roselyn, I have told you never to disrespect Mary, and do not even think of breaking her neck because if you dare to hurt one strand of hair on her head, I will cut you into pieces and give your flesh to the birds of the air! Do you understand me? “Declan threatened” Yes yes I understand, I said. He dropped me down like hot coal and my plumpy ass hit the ground. Now not only does my neck hurt, even my butt does too. Declan walks out of my office banging on the door on his way out. I really must have offended the Moon Goddess before I was born, because why am I facing all this? I am the only one who found her mate very late and yet he has no feelings whatsoever for me. Others get their mate around the age of eighteen. Yet I’m here at the age of thirty-five with my mate planning his future with another person. I packed my stuff, it was time to go home. I’m done for the day. I opened my door to find Declan in my room sitting on the chair. “Alpha Declan what brings you here?” I asked with my eyes glaring at him. “Well I have come to check your neck, my wolf isn’t happy I squeezed your neck so hard”. Declan said. “Well my esophagus is still working and I’m breathing fine, which means I’m okay so you can take your leave Alpha” I said. “I just need to check your neck to assure my wolf, he said”. Declan moved so fast and he gently moved the scarf around my neck. “It’s still reddish a bit,but you will be fine” Declan said” I would have told him, I told you so. But at that moment I was trying to inhale his smell deeply, and I was getting aroused. Rain was distracting me too, that’s the disadvantage of having a wolf. She tends to make a lot of noise when she’s happy. We are like a love-sick puppy for Declan. Any little attention and I’m falling again. This mate bond is like torture. “Roselyn!!! I’m only checking your neck and you’re getting aroused. You are just a common slut!” Declan said. I dropped down to the floor after he left, my mate was slut-shaming me because I got aroused by him. Oh, Selene, help me because I’m going crazy in this pack. Who have I offended? Nicholas POV All my life, I have trained myself for this day and I know it’s either I kill Alpha Matteo or I die doing so. I have been in the no man's land for so many years after running away from Matteo's pack on that terrible night. I still have nightmares of how Matteo tortures my mother and I. A Nightmare He treated us like dogs. Just as dogs salivate when food is nearby, we whimper and shake when we hear the rattling of his keys. He has so many mind games. He played so much mind games but most times before we see his face, we hear the rattling of his keys. He made my mother go through so much hardship. He would open the door of the dungeon and forcefully strip her of her clothes then hose her down with very cold water, as if that wasn’t enough when she was shivering all over and her teeth begins to chatter due to the cold, he brings out a thick wire that would split her back the moment it touches her. She was always groaning and screaming. She became a shell of her former self. She wasn’t the strong Luna she used to be. He flogged her twice daily as if it were a dosage. I wasn’t left behind, he made sure I was beaten terribly too. Mother always tried to accept my share of the cane. “Nicholas, look at me, love only makes you weak.” he would say while torturing my mother. “Nicholas Mates are burdens on the neck.” he would say “They are your weak points!” He always hammered those words into my head. The reason why he calls mates burdens is because my father, the former Alpha king, died in his arms because Matteo kidnapped my mother and had somebody inject her dose of wolfbane periodically. Because mates feel each other's emotions, especially pain or massive joy. My father was in pain and going nuts while he was fighting Matteo, the distraction got him killed. Father caught Matteo trafficking women and children and he banished from the pack instead of killing him. Matteo later came back to wage a war against father with his armies and he killed father. The suffering and torturing was too much, especially for me so my mother devised a plan to seduce Matteo that would make him lenient towards me. It worked but it was quite unfortunate that she got pregnant and since we were mostly always locked up and there’s no way to buy the after day pill, she was forced to carry the baby to term. “Every time I begged him to leave my mama alone anytime he came to the dungeon, he dealt her a bigger blow to the face. Mama was bloody even before he was through. He thrived in breaking one’s spirit, he wanted the Luna queen to submit and bow before him before he plans to sell her off. “Nicholas, this is how you treat a woman, they are animals and must be controlled!” Alpha Matteo said, he gave me a dirty slap for whimpering. The slap made me see stars and there was nothing mama could do. "Guards, someone should get clean clothes and give them to Rebecca" Alpha Matteo said after walking out of the dungeon. Mama gets new clothes after Alpha Matteo must have cut the ones she wore. Mama planned with a guard who was one of fathers most trusted guard to cause a distraction by causing a big fire which would distract other guards and we would be able to escape. We were able to run out of the dungeon but before we could escape through the forest some guards caught up with us and mama told me to carry Cecilia so she could fight the guards and buy us time . But it was quite unfortunate that I was still small and I couldn’t carry Cecilia for