Shh... On Our Command Kitten

ay of the same shit, really. My mind replays the events of today, and it is just a repe

He

yde as he stands at th

ad. "As good as can be, so tonight?"

ated and bored. To start with, it was fun; now though it isn't. Clyde looks at me waiting - he thinks I am j

ome home, friends with benefits, although the arrangement only seems to benefit him these days. Sex has jus

u want?" Turning, I look at Clyde. He isn't

hy did I say that? "It isn't your fault Clyde, it's me." He nods, walking away. It is me. Sex can be amazing, but most of the time,

es stop on one, clicking ‘join’, and I wait. Boredom isn't good, clearly. I laugh at myself. I just

estions on my command date’. I look at it, confused. There is nothing else about it. Nothing to say about what the ‘meet and gr

ten minutes later

6 pm and 11 pm, every hour - what time w

even; afterwards, I shake my head - why did I say eleven? Why not seven

ce down, seei

You don't need to bring anything, just an open

on the group, I scroll through the posts. He talks to people a lot. There is no pi

itting, I glance through the group again, yet there is nothing. Maybe I am missing where the information is on

out to

, I look

that is all." Why did I lie? It is Clyde

here g

ng. I know where he is going

nt. So private party sort of thing." I smile at

this party starting?" Clyde stands looking at me l

private party. I am going to a one-to-one for something

t with a random guy for se

ife or any portion of my life. And no, I am not going out with a random guy for sex or anything relating to s

njoy your

in the bar for a bit beforehand to avoid Clyde. It was fun, but now it is boring, and boring doe