The Unforgettable Pain

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s forever..." he whispered

y eyes again when I saw the sunrise. He's so beaut

ai and I to have a picture here. For

angles. You have him kissing me. We both have a video and only our voices can be heard there. My voice

both of legal age and we know right and wrong. It's normal for boyfriends

you, b

" I told him and

ife after all. But who would have thought there w

f that is

here we will meet or where he will pick me up. It can't be at our

have remembered what this day was like, right? B

. Red came with me to drive the car. He knew whe

off. Red left the car, after he also took me to the exit. Because we don't ha

the strength of my voice I immediately got people's at

I could hear her crying in the background, I just couldn't make

you?" I ask

e condo,"

condo? I'm going there and wa

his unit because he was right

y. He even looked at me from head to toe. Yeah, I prepared for y

nd Lervin and Jillian on the sofa. The

ed them without emotion. Jillian was

ai grabbed my arm but I quickly to

gain?" I asked emphatically

end for your officially break up," Lervin said and my senses just pulsa

ai disobeyed and I felt like I had no more

n we both got o

d you should let them out, not me!" I'm interested in his face. My chest heav

ry," he

is?" I asked coldly and he bowed. Still sighing. "What now? Answer me," I said and

rsary," he stammered.

I seem to know what he will do next. Just what his friend said b

t your friend is saying," I p

She needs me

you for?!" I shouted and hit his chest. I rep

he joking? What break up is he talking about? What does

h me again? Are you fed up? Are you suffocating me too much? Why is

as far as I remember, our relationship is still good. That we didn't fight, got f

want your free

ou love that girl enough to marry her? I'

d there was no joke in his voice. He is serious. Little by littl

ur fourth anniversary. Then... T-Then... Are you just playing with me

d with a sharp blade and it seems non-

s voice was raspy. I want to believe. I want to belie

osing Jillian? Where do I still believ

e and that Jillian is exactly who you want to be with and not me!" I screamed and my tears started falling down my c

ems I'm having trouble breathing again. Fe

but I want to help J

ot to me! So, you can hurt me like this! You are only doing this because of

it his lower lip. His fist was tight so his veins came out there. Can he hurt me like this?

t he said made m

years and I admit to myself, I never felt the l

use otherwise... If he really loves me he will

u and wasting my time just to love you. What a cowa

slapped his hands. "D-Don't touch me!" I promise to cry. I have no f

I'm so sorry..." he sa

you choose her? W-Do you love her? W-Do you already?" The pain

u... I love

The hem of his shirt was almost wrink

o.

th and pushed him again. My knees are getting weak and my visi

eh

id and even though it hurt, I would try to forg

Bab

p so much of your time that should only be his

-no ba

ersary," I said and gave him the gift I had prepared then turned away from hi

losed completely and I leaned against its cold wall.

just surprised because he was als

led at him. "I'm fine, Red," I said even though deep inside my heart was so broken

any people could see me. I d

hurt me? Is that the kind of love that man has? It hurts and I can't feel it? M-Except for my heart see

ll be fine, Mi

rything he destroyed me is fixed... I-It will be hard for me, Red... I regret lo

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