Amelia's Insecurity

eoples hould know that stares are very uncomfortable. I don't care if they are talking

I could feel their stabbing stares at me. I rolled my eyes. Yes, it’s very uncomfortable seeing how they are trying to judge

such a

ehind her back and I can’t stand the fact that they think she’s

hey want to hide something. An impoverished kin

les to sit on and I could hear Febi

slight of decency? Is she just p

still keeps sticking with that façade of hers,

s open. Even if I go straight to hell, I don’t care. I a

. Her friends are trying to stop her from doing so like some alipong

of food. I suddenly lost my appetite from the l

h, p

ou?” I asked and distanced my chair from th

just tired and stressed fro

No way, I won’t ever do that. I came here to remind you that you can’t please other people just because you are nice

hat… I will never like you and that will never change. In fact, I hate and loathe you until

look like I care about their stares? They can chit chat all they want but I am not going to get hurt with their

to school and achieved first place, I thought I could gain more of their affection but instead, they taught me pressure. They stopped giv

xpensive but I have always appreciated the gesture. For one thing, it

ey enrolled me in a ballerina class despite not wanting to, voice lessons and

I was envious of my sister and Febi

ecome a normal child a

y my sister received it but how come also Febi has it and not me? Tha

good in the eyes of the others while the oth

nds and I could still remember my face dripping with snouts and tears. My voice was

he toy in f

how the toy turned into nothing but a

how he decided to fire my maid,

work me like a robot through my whole life. He changed my nanny in

old, my feelings towards Febi grew

not a sister to me and yet… they gave her ever

they gave it all to her. W

me of the things that made me happy. My parents never gave me anything throughout the years and so I did

a, they never reall

t feels ve

own child. I feel like a stranger inside my own hom

e ones who made me like this. They made their own daughter suffer and build a defense me

it one person or two, be it none… so what? I can live without any co

he really has a salty attitude, doesn’

such an angel. I hope R

hy attitude. If she was just as kind as

ind my back. They were not too far from my locker. When our eyes

ad been burned by the tip of my ci

fucking shut up.” I raised one of my eyebrows while putting my hands across my waist.

s not like it’s an

ery lucky because I have already slapped someone across the face, pushed them off on the grass and rubbed their faces and pul

self from the likes of them. As long as they involved me in any of

nsulted me and bashed me in public, trying to humiliate me because of my dean lister

e guessed that she’

I remember it clearly like

Febi and yet she thought I wouldn’

layed her sex video in front of the students and had her humiliated all her school ye

. She never showed her face much to sc

sed my eyebrows at Josh who was now leaning onto one of the locker doors. He ha

Week comes since after all, they say I can replace Satan’s place in hell.” I di

ause of his family’s background. His father was known as the owner of some illegal things such as party d

time to time but he does share his alcoholic d

ler.” I threw my container at him while I opened my locker door. I a

fragile,” he suddenly commented while I reached my tumbler from him. The two of us wa

he insulted Febi. Josh called her a fucking attention-seeker which made the star player annoyed

t. Sometimes, I don’t even understand her. She already gets enough attention from the other people but still, she’ll start her ow

nd sat down right across the space. I then opened

he two of you can end up best friends forever?” Josh j

enough that some of the people acros

d saint of an attention-seeker like Febi.” I rolled my eyes at

my grip onto my tumbler.

lunt and across the lower section of my nose, I

t features. It seems like the impact was real

up by Josh. He wiped off the blood on my n

ed to be angry at each other bef