THE REGRETS AND CONFIDENCES OF A FORMER DOOKAT

d this job very well. It has allowed me to rub shoulders with some financially powerful men. J'lave beautiful cars. And frankly, it happened to me to go down with sums of'argent a little high

t counting the clothes, the good food. Imagine having this amount, it is no longer useful to wash cars to be paid by 500f and 1000f. With time, I' ended up being guardian in a way of the'apartment that's had taken for rent. Because in the week they spent the nights at home, not to attract the'attention of their parents. They were traveling to Arab countries. I have never seen his young people go to work. They rented nice cars, their apartment was well equipped. His young people were all the time taped to their phones and they spoke different languages. I did not understand everything'ils said but after each call they smiled before congratulating each other. They received large sums of'argent. J' was content to manage my work, that is, drive without a word. J' was quietly winning my money and I' took super good care of me. J'ai also started to enter this bling bling medium. J'gagnais de l'argent and I spent almost nothing, so much, the young people had bought everything. Food was never lacking in the'apartment. As soon as I arrived in Dakar, I told myself how to go about dating her kind of girl. I' was just'a simple washer, they will never look at me. Life in the capital is not similar to that of the region. When I' began to be plugged in, my first thought was to find me a beautiful girl like her young ones, even if'a nothing comparable with them. J' was far from their level, they, the girls were running behind them and they sometimes even fought. By dating her young, some girls began to recognize me and to become interested in me. I'habillais correct and civilized. One day they offered me to come and live with them. Because'ils were soon to leave for Saudi Arabia for 15 or 21 days. It depends on what's will find there. They are used to planes and trips. So, I' had carte blanche. All this luxury was at my disposal. They' told me to'occupy the place during their absence. J'ai accepted without hesitation. They's have left me'argent. Frankly, they were in solidarity with me. L'argent never'a was a problem. They knew how to offer'argent without calculating. In their absence, the first thing I did to myself, it'is to go in a box on Saturday. This time, J'suis entered and I' took place in the circle of VIPs as do my bosses. It' is this day that I' really understood that'argent counted in this country. You don't'a need to talk when you have the pockets filled or that's think you have the pockets full. It is enough of'a gesture that everything is regulated. It' was the first time in my life that I' drank from'alcohol. Y' had two girls next door who played the interested, they were beautiful Mashallah. Why some girls are like that. They are only interested' in'argent. They don't know if J'suis human. What mattered to them, is'is how to m'abrontrobe. J'ai preferred to ignore them. J'suis stayed until' until 3am before going out to return. One of her daughters came directly to me before she said, sticking to me : Girl: Don't come home handsome man. You're so sexy, I'ai almost to'isser just now but I couldn't, because j'believed that you were accompanied. Looks like you want to go home, it'is very early. Or are you afraid of your wife? It' was the first time since my visit to Dakar that'a girl was so close to me. I saw them from afar dreaming that'one day I'can have a good time with a Dakaroise. I am not a virgin, because I'ai had to knit with cousins in the villages. But her daughters were really different from the ones I' had known before. I didn't know how to respond to this beautiful girl. J'ait l'accent "come on town" as they say. I was wondering « If she hears my way of talking, she will know that j'suis a newcomer. She will not respect me and she will try to take away from me the little I'ai saved. L'interest of this girl is not my physique but what'elle thinks that I'ai in my pockets it'is obvious. She thinks I'm rich so I don't have to make movies, she wants my money and I want what'elle has under the dress. J'ai learned a little about how to make his young. J'ai learned that'arrogance mattered in this environment. J'ai hardened my voice before throwing an arrogant tone to the girl. Dembis: I'm afraid of women, you're crazy or what. You know who I am ? Come with me and you'll know who I am ? Amna khaliss, meune na solou, sokhna yi mane laniuy weur loumey deye ragal (J'ai de l'argent, j'sais m'dresser and the girls run behind me so why be afraid). The girl : Mashallah and if J'want to find out if what you say is true how to do it. Dembis : C'est simple suis moi. The girl : J'suis at your disposal. We're getting out of the box together. To tell the truth, I' was happy to have to hit me a dakaroise for the first time. Psychologically, I' began to undress her and everything that goes with it. On the way, we were discussing. She gives me her number by presenting herself, she S'called Jaja d' after her information. J's knew that it' was just a name of nandity lol. I threw flowers at myself, inventing only lies about myself. When we arrived, I'ai saw the'stonding of the girl, must say, the'apartment was really luxurious. I DIDN't LEAVE him time to savor, I'ai started playing with my hands on his body. I'a learned a little what my little bosses were doing. J'a started exploring her body. She was trying to m'impression too. J' stopped for a while before asking him to'go to serve himself in the refrigerator. J'voulais qu'elle sees the kitchen and ever