Love not Lost

staggered out of bed, in my pink pajamas, embraced colors back into my life

e kitchen, barefooted, ru

y to see first thing in the mor

him and placed a

e “Good morning and Happy b

ood morning to you too,” I sa

revious years when I would be sad because menopause knocking at my door

cooks my favorite dishes and we go picnicking, It could be in the park or near a lake. Bu

I asked standing beside hi

d oil to the frying pan and flipp

aking a lot o

ghness” while he made a b

ing to finish the w

savoring the salty taste of his skin. “Am just g

his full dark hair to the side, ignorant of his seductive act. I bit my lower lip, feeling the urge to hold him from

o weigh my options but I know he is just the one for me. He treat

my lusting to the even

for the therapy. My mental health is a lot b

ess things are back to normal but not completely. Our sex life is not yet on fire like it used to be, all we do is cu

egnant but it not just working. Medically, the doctor said we are fine, which makes me want to go crazy the more. If am medically fine to have a baby why am I not pregnant yet? Sometim

egnant when she was just fourteen years old. When I was having the mental breakdown I envied her, I do not even know

all I do these days is sleep, eat, and take my drugs, and have not

heard him say cutt

” I said rubbing

” he said in a

chef,” I sa

al while we ate on

the dining for some t

if you like I can bring your m

rolling my eyes and th

me to suck

g else while eating,” I said smiling while he laughed “

Chuckling, he dabs his mouth “

f pancakes” I retorted, ro

am going to c

laughter un

makes me happy. We’ve created this home

at midnight whenever it diff

ame room and still text each other it is alway

dget works for a tech company from home. I was transferred from Texas to the California branch by my company. Bridg

Nicholas call

bout coming to visit us soon,

is morning he said he

is” she said then packed

onde

hild and even as an adult. The only friend We have is Nicholas he was Bridgett's closest friend back in college, I met him a few times when I

the craziest things in the world, we had our first drink and s

chen table while cooking, you can’t just

re not easy to quit” I

aid with a sm

n you are done washing,” I said trying t

n’t joke