Mommy, Who Is My Daddy?
had suddenly been thrown into a wild turmoil. I felt I had lost m
On the lichened headstone were carved the words; Madea William Carter. That was th
had come to cry on their shoulders, but I was feeling so ashamed of myself.
l reduced me
very close to my mother's. He was all dressed in black and his ski
ng liquor from the inner pocket of his coat. I watched h
me staring at him. I
arted walking away. My eyes stared li
ded a
come in for a drink, but then I had more than I could count. Drinki
awled as the frilly haired b
u go." H
ers?" I wanted to know. The bar lights
e as pretty as y
aug
s hell'?" I arch
winked at me and then moved o
r. Moments after, I gasped back to life. My emotions were uns
handsome bartender's inquiring voice,
alyzed, and Chloe's words
I so
d begun to take over me. So that I could shatter the memories and wouldn't have to remember them again. B
develop signs of
just as a man waltzed over t
up at him, but he turned to leave bef
ld turn around, a large man appeared in f
is head in the direction of a gro
briefly roaming me over. I squinted my eyes
cles, a nasty smirk curling its way around
tely felt
d to the restroom,
I was
y thighs. Two ladies staggered in, laughing hysterically
were doing. And there was a group of men and ladies playing 21 TOD. I
ked while five pairs of ey
slim and he had a nicely trimmed mustache. He would
s glistening with sweat d
en the games, until it eventu
rge guy asked, w
strangers? Though the other ladies had literally summarized their entire liv
aved it around the bar. It had been fun and another lady had been asked to French kiss one of the men and she did. I thin
ce him." He said. I heard the others cheer as my head whirled with di
rawled, and then I
llected the horrible state in which my life
uting loudly. Someone was laughing madly and bottles collided noisily. One of the l
ling of some men, I abruptly stopped when a fresh scent of cologne overwhelmed my senses. I felt I was close to someone,
reached for the
the temple of Michelangelo's David. I was jolted by the strength I felt in his jaw and the th
h his shirt. His upper chest was bare as he had buttoned down and when I brought my face to his, I bre
d ached even more. Suddenly, he became hard against my midd
ked towards me, it's a tip teasing my button. His arms snaked around my waist, pulling me closer to him.
open them. My head was aching badly, and I was feeling
e wa
and the atmosphere was quite differen
d I ge
revious night. Upon looking to my right, I was shocked to find a man sleeping qui
stark
dy h
icked up my clothes. Almost slipping over an e
, I decided to go to Mrs. Carter.
to Charlene's. I was happy none of them would witness my misera
my face. The mirror was already misted and while I stared at
thrown into disorder so much
e-night stand with a total stranger, and I felt like a who
soon, he and Chloe had bu
m the previous night fl
remember how he had come into me, and we had come off together. Who wa
uld happen afterward. What if he was some jerk or dimwit? I could still inh
best. My emotional balance would be at risk if
ith them if I signed the divorce papers. That was the on
s filthy. Likewise, I wondered what Mrs. Carter
man she had married me off to. I wondere
e myself as a
oing to do w
d I hav
t have attracted the attention of the servants who were cleani
lied, hiding
ine, I preferred to be left alone. I turned on the shower and let the water soak throu
e thought of me contracti
was finall
to completely shut down. But it just wasn't supposed to end
it w
ia?" I couldn't believe Mrs. Carte
ating the magnitude of effect Et
have to do with my leaving? Do you
to this!" Could she not sho
rally be blaming you for ruining my life,
eed to..." She w
ldn't be. I have not come to seek your conse
going to?" She inq
trickling down my cheeks. My bridges had been burnt f