Just One Kiss

d on my bed, starin

in my journal a few moments earlier. For some reason, I w

as it feels like such a juvenile word. I guess that it must have b

yn all those years ago, I had not really liked the word.

was t

the only person that I ever saw myself being with. Zayn was my

d him," I said out loud to myse

one kiss. Who knew that something so simple could turn our world upside down? Be it for bet

d three years ago when my

that you never for

pical sibling-like kisses. From the way he was touching and looking at me, I got the

at is what I c

on going to get some shopping do

. We would take a flight on my parents' private plane, then stay on a large yacht belonging

s. Since we were basically raised like siblings, we would go

eeing as we all attended the same private Catholic school that our mothers Mikayla and Hannah had gone to, we would n

I was nervous

t was going to happen. A part of me just wanted to crawl under a ro

of misunderstanding or just had something on

that routine by not confe

d, mulling over my thoughts, t

giggled as I read a

ss

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? Did you get stuffed last night? Ho

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dy hell

l that nothing ha

ss

ger.

There is still the rest of the summer for yo

el

ry funny b

ying to play cupid. I just want to

freak myself out any

ss

at all about what h

g to get it in after the w

horny and e

el

're always

we've nev

ke that b

ed to pretend to be sick and went

ss

you are such a

el

l corner me about it toda

eting us for

d you're eve

ss

t how your night turned out, especially since you guys left so

el

it up to yo

uld get off the phone an

eady aft

gover a

ss

l enough to go do some

we can pick me up a boyfriend this summer

el

hear

you

Raising my hands towards the ceiling, I stretched and did

n passed the heated brush through it a few times, watching as it cascaded

or in just my bra and panties

, but given their heaviness, I was grateful that they had a nice lift for their size. My stomach was alr

ally hide. I do not exactly know why I was so shy about those particular parts of my bo

see me for who I was, an

zes and colours. And I had a healthy enough self-esteem

Having issues relating to our

rs concerning our appearance occur simply because we are human. It did not matter

again. I thought that it was Jessica, but was surpri

md

big

still

with the spare key

ore scrunching up my face as my fingers

el

igger

dare send

still have plenty of time

md

s asking f

el

lly?

he been

md

I can't

more than I s

el

the hec

for if you

anythi

md

get that ass of yo

el

your h

down in

a pair of white trainers. After massaging my facial moisturiser into my skin, I applied some mascara and lip-gloss,

, I found my brother and Zayn

with your presence?" Kamdyn teased as he st

and grumbled a greeting before moving to stand just

sing a piece of strawberry to my lips. With our eyes locked, my lips parted

ng eye contact. The action was innocent and sexy all at the same

an his fingers through my st

k in my throat so I

air..." he said, his voice trailing off as he paused fo

hed told me that he kne

ncingly as I could, before walking around him to steal my bro

mine!" Kamd

uickly make another one..." I then brought the straw to my

the blender once more, Zayn only laughed while he conti

moved as he chewed. I knew that I was staring at him, but it seemed like I just could not help myself.

er my breath, the noise of th

ayn and my brother that I would meet them out front. I almost reached the main

aid as he trapped me betw

red a bit, as being this close

eplied, his eyes n

ervously, "What a

g to make this hard on me..." Zayn's voice trai

thumb moved and pulled my lip from between my teeth. His thumb

o dip, and as his lips were just

ed out, while push

ourtyard in front of the house, leaned against one of the pillars and

" I muttered to myself, as my hands gently slapped my

tions, I psyched myself up to talk

t he had to say, and if he tried