Impermissible Desires!

en’s

d, letting thoughts of shame occupy my head but a

ly meant that William was the one knocking. Inadvertently, images of barging into the bathroom to see him in such a stat

im with such a look? And wo

en!” I hear h

short of words with w

can go have your bath now,” he says again and then I hear him

e of water that was atop my bedside cabinet. Only when I felt I cou

nutes

om. Well, my brother’s room is opposite mine. He shou

om’s door make a clinking sound and I quickly ru

t and I sigh in relief as if I’d j

-and-seek situation can’t continue for

.

orning is

in the house with us. William is not allowed to ga

11:00

o left early to visit her friend Moreen whose husband lost his mother recently. I’m not not good

door, blocking entry. Frowning, I ask, “William, what’s the m

ted but not surprising question. And he doesn’t seem like he’ll let me into my room if I

to stop and we nee

to push him from the entrance to my room but he doesn’t budge. I keep trying but even when I got

pulls me along to the sitting room

e me. I look away fr

easy for you and neither is it for me. Let’s just pretend t

im, “Brother, you s

m sorry I threw that slipper at you. I really regret it,” he confesses. Then he does a shocking t

can you forgive m

want to forgive him immediately but I can’t be too eage

only on one cond

out thinking

” he smilingly responds, to

swer game in your room,” I suggest. I see tha

quence. You care to know?” I question h

t it,” he says as h

you’ll have to take off a piece

for a moment bu

anyway,” he confidently says and I shake my head as he leaves. When he’s

? And the surprising thing

o

put my hands down and assume a smug

t?” he asks, “So that

oose,” I say wi

an begin now. I’ll wait for you in my room,” then he turns t

onytail in

k,” I yell as I

feeling too well,” he says as h

ntering my room to wear s

blocking my escape. He’s already worn so m

than I am! How can I t

dly. If this is the only way for me to go out to

given permission for you to have a day of

m, how could

the game,” He responds,

ntered his room for months and seeing it today, it smells nice and looks

e takes his seat on one of

stard is wearing so many clothes; I’m

s and my frown deepens,

n hour

e is st

really difficult questions. He gets some right and others wrong and that leads him to take off

t for show; they’re solid. He must

ut instead of the simple questions like bef

math. I was someone who could sleep all through a math period and so

bra. How am I supposed to get an answer, even

s the one losing all this time. I shouldn't be too pained.

, he loses once and ha

e, the unhappy me takes off my skirt. N

before so it’s not his first time seei