The Morningstar.

he party. What happened but i won't budge and i won't tell him what's w

d tiptoe toward my room, at least fate

ten , i asked my grandpa about mommy again, he said she came to his doorstep she had a baby with her. The baby was only 3 days old, she was sick and homeless she as

ting her to kiss and hug me , kiss me goodnight, read me stories, she'll take me in her

heart was too broken, i couldn't i di

the other night wanting my mommy , the one that

like this, he didn't simply break my trust. He shuttered me, i should

to the door , what if he

t. Dear god if you're listening please I'm not strong enough

go all fogy, finally something warm will slide down my cheeks and land

but nightmares waiting there for me, i saw riley finish what he started, i saw the dark figure

nd walked out of my room. I can't tell anyone what happened i had no

riley wasn't there which is a relief i can't se

n't have any money, so i h

is supposed to be. I was never in love with riley but i saw h

es palming the left of my chest, maybe to

ded my dreams and i couldn't take them anymore

ouldn't even look at him, I'm trying to forget out memories, may

'll be good after, i ca

eaming. I feel hopeless i wish i can stand up in my dreams and scream I'm stronger then you, say you won't get me. B

st thirteen days, my body ache not just my heart,

ays get invited over Christmas dinners, he always says I'

i need the solitude, i need to collect all my br