A priestly obsession

geous man I had ever seen. He had the brightest smile and the prettiest eyes, his long wavy hair gave off an aura of a greek god. The minute I set my eyes on him, I felt a kind of sensation surge t

but he looked more delicious. We both walked in silence for a while until we got to a place that had a little waterfall and it took my breath away. Zayn noticed the glint in my eyes and he couldn't help but smile, "You seem to have fallen in love with my garden" "Who wouldn't?" I was still lost in the splendor of the moment when I felt a hand snake around my waist and he yanked me closer. Our faces were inches away and I could feel his breath on my face, he smelt of cedar and Roman chamomile which had a soothing effect while his blue eyes looked like they were boring a hole into my soul. "What are you doing? I asked him. "Shhhh" he shushed me, "please don't say anything flower" Flower? The way the name rolled out of his mouth made a kind of electric surge in my body. It felt so real yet so fake. Being In his arms like this was something I had imagined but not so soon. Should I say not ever because he is a priest and this was a sin, a sin I was getting ready to commit with him. Still in my reverie of thought, I felt his lips clash onto mine and my eyes opened wide in horror. I should have pushed him off but the kiss had a tingling sensation and I wanted more. Zayn drew me closer and deepened the kiss, none of us wanted to stop it until I became conscious of my surroundings and I gently pushed him off. His eyes had that dreamy look and I could see a little pout on his mouth. "I am sorry" he gently said, "I didn't mean to do that" his eyes were still staring at my lips as he talked and something in me wanted to snatch him closer and claim his lips again. At that moment I was overwhelmed and didn't know what to do or say, turning on my heel I walked away briskly. ***** My mum and Asher were both in the living room. While Asher was engrossed in the cartoon he was watching,my mum was knitting a sweater for him. The moment my eyes fell on my son I immediately felt guilty. Not only did I snatch his dad from him at a young age, I had a one night stand with some random stranger and now I was kissing a priest. What the hell was wrong with me? I was leading that poor priest to sin and it wasn't right but how can I stop myself when I can't even think straight in front of him? "Mama" Asher screamed and ran into my embrace. A smile plastered on my face, I picked up my son. "What